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-I kissed back and he threw me on the bed-
Ale:umm
Me:come on
-he smiled and I tugged on his shirt. He undressed himself then got up and locked the door. He came back and undressed me and we did it. In the middle off doing it he started going to fast and it slipped in the wrong hole. I whimpered and tears started falling so he pulled out quickly-
Ale:you okay
Me:you went to fast and went in the wrong hole
Ale:I'm sorry
Me:it's okay
-he helped me sit up and I looked him in the eye-
Me:that hurted really bad
Ale:I'm sorry I didn't mean too I was caught up in the moment and didn't realize until you whimpered
-he sat next to me and we heard a knock. Ale got up and cracked the door-
Kai:y'all good in there
Ale:kinda, kinda not
Taylor:what happend
Ale:we where doing something and I was going to fast and it kinda slipped
Tia:by you being naked in judging that y'all were having sex
-I layed on the bed and under the covers with tears. It started hurting kinda bad. Ale looked over at me then back-
Ale:hold up let us put on some clothes then y'all could come in
Mia:your son wants you
-I saw Alex wall to the crack of the door and ale squated-
Ale:I'll be right back I love you
Alex:I luv you too
-ale closed the door and walked back over to me. He bend down in front of me and gave me a kiss-
Ale:I'm really sorry I didn't mean too
Me:it's okay I will be fine but we can try again tomorrow
Ale:the kids
Me: oh yeah we'll go again soon
Ale:okay
-I kissed him and he kissed back. He handed me my clothes. We both got dressed and he let everyone in. Tia put the babies in there bed and Mia put alex down. Alex ran over to the bed and I lifted him on top of me-
Me:hi bubba, your dad messed up
Ale:I said I was sorry
Kai:y'all were doing it and it said bloop
Taylor:that stuff hurts
Mia:we all had it happen
Ash:who did it too you two Shaun did it to me
Mia:mattia
Taylor:kairi
Me:y'all can't go fast without it slipping
-I looked at Alex and he was sleep. I started rubbing his head-
Ash:we should do som...never mind we have kids
Shaun:um yeah let's just stay home dedicate this day to are kids
Kai:what about us
Ale:go make babys
Me:or game night for y'all we'll come when there fully sleep
-everyone agreed and they left. I layed Alex next to me and picked up Jax. I started breastfeeding him and ale looked at me-
Me:nope not after what happened and there kids
Ale:I wasn't even gonna ask
Me:so you where gonna rape me
Ale:I mean if you want me too
Me:not yet and if you do don't go so fast
Ale:sorry my love
Me:oh let's talk about the wedding
Ale:want me to get Shaun and ash in here
Me:yeah
-ale got up and went out. A couple minutes later ash came in feeding princess. Shaun came in with zyier. I put Jax back in his bed and grabbed Julia. They both sat fown and ale came in and sat next to me-
Ale:we came here to talk about the w-
Shaun:wedding bet what color
-before we could answer we heard a knock. Ale got up to go get it-
Alejandro POV
-I went downstairs to open the door. I opened the door and uniques mom came with tears in her eyes-
Ale:Mrs. Jackson are you okay
Um=uniques mom
Um:no
Ale:come in
-I let her in and she sat on the couch with tears-
Ale:do you wanna talk to unique
Um:yes please
Ale:I will be right back
-I went upstairs and into our room-
My POV
-ale came in and looked at me-
Ale:your mom wants to talk to you
Me:why
Ale:I don't know she's crying
Me:coming
-I put Julia back in her bed and went downstairs. I saw my mom sitting on the couch crying so I sat next to her-
Me:mom are you okay
Mom:me and your dad are getting a divorce
Me:you know
Mom:that he cheated and had another child
Me:mom I'm so sorry you don't need him
Mom:I just thought I would tell you because I wanted you to know the truth are relationship hasn't been good
Me:what do you mean
Mom:he has been kinda abusive and has been doing drugs
-I was speechless. I hugged her and tears started falling-
Me:I'm sorry mom
Mom:I'm sorry too my love
-she pulled away and grabbed my hands-
Mom:I want you to go after your dreams I want you to be you I want you to marry him I want to be a grandma to my grandchildren
-Alex came crawling downstairs. He got up and walked over to me and I lifted him and put him on my lap. I looked at my mom and gave her a weak smile-
Me:you can start now
-she smiled and I handed her Alex. She played around with him and then looked at me-
Mom:I have him you go finsh doing whatever you where I'm pretty sure it's important
Me:we where planning the wedding
Mom:I'm willing to help as much as I can
Me:thanks mom
-I got up and went upstairs. I wiped my tears and went in the room. I sat back on the bed and leaned my head on Alejandros shoulder-
Me:let's do red and black
Ale:that's nice
Ash:I love it
Shaun:perfect
-we kept planning and planning and we finally finished. I heard a knock so I opened the door. My mom was holding Alex-
Mom:he fell asleep
Me:thank you mom
-she handed him over kissed me on the cheek and left. I closed the door and sat down with Alex in my arms-
Me:when will the wedding be
Shaun:Alejandro
Ale:oh it's gonna be in two months so we have some time to do everything and Mattia Mia Kai and Taylor said they will help us with the kids
Ash:thank god it's gonna be hard trying on dresses holding two
Me:think three
-I layed Alex down between me and ale and out him under the covers-
Me:he's so cute
Ale:he has his mother's face
Me:he has his dads smile
Ale:he has his mother's eyes
Me:a perfect replica of us both
Ash:awww
Shaun:so cute
Ash:goalsss
Me:let's get to you two
Ale:perfect for each other
Me:I saw how your face lit up when you saw Shaun the day Alejandro first spent a night
Shaun:you spent a night
Ale:I wasn't gonna leave her
Me:he started loving me again
-ale got up and went to my side. He got close to me and grabbed my chin gently. He leaned in and said something-
Ale:(whispers)I never stopped
-he stopped and I looked at him and blushed mad hard. He then walked into the bathroom-
Shaun:what he say
Me:smooth bitch
Shaun:what he say
Me:he said he never stopped
Ash:stopped what
Me:loving me
-they both smiled and I started smiling. (The dog is with Taylor and kairi). Ale came out with the biggest smile on-
Ale:how would y'all like a parents night out
Me:don't say it like that you make ya sound old
Ale:fine teen parents
Shaun:I'm down but who-
Ale:Alvaro
Ash:the one with Katie
Ale:he broke up with her his other girlfriend and him are down
Ash:bet I'm down
Me:but we're technically not legal we're only 17
(My mom got my aunt in the club at age 15 so)
Ale:I know it will be a day dedicated to us
Shaun:so let's focus on the kids
Ash:so I bought these pumps
Me:breast pumps
Ash:yeah let's try them
-we both got up and went in the bathroom and opened them. We washed them off then took off our tops. We attached them to both boobs and we just sat there-
Me:this takes long
Ash:yeah but it's worth it
Me:periodt
-we finally finished after like 15 minutes. We detached them and just covered our boobs when we came out. We handed the guys the bags and pumps and we put our shirts on. We grabbed them and went downstairs and put them in the fridge. We went back upstairs and sat on the bed-
Me:that took long
Shaun:What did y'all put them in
Me:mines was in a cup
Ash:mines was still in the bag
Ale:that black cup
Me:ye...shit mattia
-I ran downstairs and saw mattia about to drink it-
Me:NO
-he stopped and looked at me. I ran and grabbed the cup-
Tia:what
Me:this is breast milk
Tia:see this is why I'm stop drinking milk
Me:sorry
-I changed it back to the bag and washed out the cup. I put water and ice in it and gave it mattia-
Me:drink this it taste better
-he drunk it and I went back upstairs. I went back to the room and sat down when the twins started crying-
Me:I just came from downstairs
-Ashley's Twins started crying too so the guys got up and went downstairs. They came back up with bottles with milk in them. Ale gave our twins my milk and Shaun gave him and Ashley kids hers. I took a bottle from ale and ash took one from Shaun. I picked juli up and kept feeding her. Ale picked Jax up Shaun picked up zyier and ash with princess-
Me:thank god
-before anyone could respond Alex woke up startled. I sat next to him and he layed in my lap. He was hungry so I called Kai to come since we were all doing something-
Me:Kai can you make him some food
Kai:okay come on Alex
-Alex got up and Kai picked him up and left. After a minute they fell back to sleep so we put them down and we sat on the bed. I layed my head on Alejandros lap simply letting tears fall. Ale felt them hit his pants so he looked at me-
Ale:you okay
Me:yeah
Ash:well give y'all privacy to talk
-they grabbed there kids and left. I lifted my head from his lap and he looked me in the eye-
Ale:are you still hurting
Me:no that doesn't even last for that long
-he wiped my tears and kissed me-
Ale:what's wrong
Me:to be honest I don't know how to explain like nothing is wrong but something is
Ale:come on
-he laid down and I laid down with him. He rapped his arms around my waist pulling me closer. I just had to many thoughts in my head. Then one thought sprung to my head-
Me:I WANNA RECREATE PROM
Ale:that would be fun
Me:but first I wanna go night swimming with Taylor and Kai to get to know her better
Ale:bet tia and Mia love the kids
Me:perfect come on let's get dress

My bathing suit

-I called Kai in and he came in with Alex. He put Alex down and Alex ran to me. He was going to leave but I stopped him-
Me:wait
Kai:yeah
Me:night swimming
Kai:okay Taylor too
Me:mhm get ready
-Mattia and Mia came in and sat on the bed. I told them and they agreed. Ale came out and we went outside. We walked to our pool area and Kai and Taylor were already in-
Ale:how y'all beat us
Kai:we don't know
-I pushed ale in but he grabbed me and took me with him. I came up and gasped for air but ale never came up-
Taylor:ale?
Kai:Alex?
Me:Alejandro
-he still didn't respond so Kai pulled him over to the thing-
Me:babyyyy
-I checked his pulse he was still alive. Tears slowly started running down my face-
Me:babe
-lots of tears started running down my face and Taylor and kairi were tryna wake him. He started laughing and I swam away-
Ale:baby I'm sorry
Me:that's not funny
Taylor:you did her dirty but that got me
Kai:I thought you died
Ale:babe
Me:...
Ale:unique
Me:...
-he swam up to me and rapped his arms around my waist but I just moved-
Taylor:she's mad at you
Kai:y'all go talk
-we both got out and went into the house. Tears were still running down my face when we walked in the kitchen. He walked to me and hugged me but I didn't hug back-
Ale:why you upset
Me:that wasn't funny
Ale:kinda was
Me:...
Ale:okay I'm sorry it wasn't funny and I shouldn't have did that to you cause I know how much you hate me doing that
Me:how you weren't brea like your chest-
Ale:I was holding my breath
Me:still
-he picked me up and I rapped my legs around him-
Ale:I *kiss* won't *kiss* do *kiss* it *kiss* again *kiss*
Me:thank you now come on
-we walked back out and got back in the pool. The guys where swimming around and the girls sat on the steps-