Revenant (Rainbow six siege x Male reader)

Chapter 20-Ruin

Third POV
(The next day)
It's been the day ever since the news of the break up of Raven and IQ. Monika is still sad while Raven has mixed emotions. The word has spread that they have broken up. Some say it's Frost's fault some say it was Y/n's fault. Y/n is now staying with Frost. The two might start dating. Y/n wakes up next to Frost wearing what she wore yesterday. He gets up and grabs a hoodie and puts the hood up. He is having Suicidal thoughts he hasn't told anyone yet but he is going through some shit. He walks down the hallway leading to the cafeteria. Operators begin whispering about the news. Frost comes out of nowhere and hugs Y/n. She noticed his sudden change of emotions. First from depressed to negative.

"Y/n I know what happen but you can let it go now...besides she never loved you. You have me now Y/n I love you more than Monika".

Y/n doesn't answer. Frost kisses him making him feeling a tiny bit better. He wraps his arm around the Canadian and pulls her to him. She does the same. They walk into the cafeteria and grab breakfast. Y/n doesn't sit with his friends anymore he thinks they will never trust him again for what happened. He was wrong. They still trusted him even though he cheated on IQ. Y/n gets death glares from operators who think it was his fault but he just ignored them. He sits alone then Frost sits next to him. She hugs him as he begins eating his breakfast. Frost notices his eyes starting to tear up a little bit.

"Y/n what's wrong?"

He doesn't respond he just continues to eat.

"Y/n talk to me please"

He doesn't respond again and drinks his water. More tears come out of his eyes.

"Y/n...what's wrong?"

"What's wrong? What's wrong?! You know what's wrong..."

"Why are you acting like this?"

"You fucked my relationship Tina. Me and IQ were a good couple but you just couldn't handle being alone ever since me and IQ started dating..."

Y/n gets up and walks out of the cafeteria. He walks to the dorm and lays down on the bed and goes to sleep.

                                 (4 hours later)
Y/n is woken up by the rain hitting the window. Frost is sleeping next to him. He kisses her forward and grabs a piece of paper and a pencil. He begins writing down his note before death. He looks at Frost who is still sleeping. He walks out the dorm and walks to Lions dorm. He knocks on the door then Lion opens it.

"Hey Raven"

"Hey I need you for something"

"What is it?"

"I will tell you later but bring your gun"

"Um okay"

Lion takes his pistol and follows Y/n. Y/n leads Lion to the roof. The rain is harder now then Y/n turns to Lion and puts his hands on the barrel and puts it on his head.

"Shoot me"

"What no I won't shoot you bro"

"JUST FUCKING SHOOT ME GOD DAMNIT"

"No bro am not"

Lion begins tearing up. Frost finds out about the note by Y/n. She puts on some warm clothes and rushes to the roof. Y/n is still telling Lion to shoot him. Lion doesn't want to. Frost is almost to the roof. Y/n pulls the gun down to his chest. Frost opens the door then Lion fires the shot. Y/n walks back and falls down the building. Lion drops the gun and begins crying. Frost does the same. She runs back inside crying and runs to the outside door. Operators see Ravens body. Frost and others rush to Y/n. Frost picks up Y/n body.

"SOME ONE CALL DOC NOW"

"I will be back am going to get doc"

Frost puts her head on the shoulder of the one she loved but didn't get to date. The blood from his mouth stains her jacket. Doc comes out running and sees what has happened. He picks up Y/n and rushes to medical bay. IQ finds out what has happen. Lion comes back and looks at his hands knowing that he shot him.

Y/n POV
I wake up in a place that is all white. I see a doppelgänger of myself looking at me. I walk to my doppelgänger.

"Hello demons"

"What?"

"I said Hello demons"

I look to my side and I see a broken mirror and I see it. Am demons. I hear his voice again.

"Remember what I said? You are me I am you Y/n"

My head begins hurting. I start crying out blood. The place goes from White to Grey then to black. The only thing I see is my blood tears I can hear the voices of my friends. Doc, Smoke, Blackbeard then IQ and Frost. I hear demons voice again killing me.

"Your friends are waiting Y/n. You are in your death bed now. If only you weren't depressed over a break up this wouldn't happen"

"Get out of my fucking head I thought I took you out"

"Like I said a while back. I never leave. Am you I stay with you"

"We're not the same"

My friends voices get louder and louder. The place begins turning to white again. I see a gun in front of me. I crawl to it and grab it. I put the gun in my mouth. I think about all the memories I had. I pull trigger killing me. I can hear the flatline noises coming from the office. My vision goes dark. I guess am dead...