I'm wasting a good chunk of my time still, and I stop it tomorrow. Because there's really no room to mess up anymore.
I'm not about pleasing anybody beside myself anymore. Those sweet cheap friends that I "had to be loyal to rootlessly" cause they were my previous classmates, yeah, what happened then happened; but they didn't sacrifice time for me. So I don't owe them a piece of me..
What I truly miss, I'm not going after. That's what I owe to myself, what makes me resentful. "I'll think about it" is getting old and unhealthy. There's a time for everything.
