"It's him or me"

chapter 21: see you later!

*skip a few days* 

today is the day that avani and jaden have to leave unfortunatly. i hug avani

Y/n: im gonna miss you so much

A: im gonna miss you too but remember what i said?

Y/n: ofc! *i smile*

she walks over to payton and whispers something in his ear and he glaces at me quickly and then he nods, jaden walks over to me, he picks me up and spins me around 

Y/n: OMG JADEN! PUT MY DOWN! * i yell while laughing*

J: fine!

he looks at me and smiles

J: im gonna miss you!

Y/n: im gonna miss you too 

J: btw dont do anything wierd while im gone because i will find out about it, alright?

Y/n: i dont know, wait what do you mean by wierd?

J: you'll know what i mean sooner or later

Y/n: now im scared 

J: bye Y/n! bye payton!

me and payton finish saying bye to them, im glad jaden and avani got along with payton. i watch as jadens car backs out of my driveway and leaves. i get tears in my eyes and payton notices

P: we'll see them sooner or later * he reassures me* 

Y/n: i know but i'm still gonna miss them * payton kisses my head and smiles*

P: come on lets go 

we walk inside paytons house, he lives right next to me so brandon lets me stay over sometimes, talking about brandon, todays the day brandon will tell all his fans that i'm his sister we're gonna go live at 2:00 and its 9 in the morning right now.

P: "are you exicited?" payton says refering to the live 

Y/n: yes i guess i dont really know how to feel

P: pfft don't worry people are going to love you! i mean look at you you're precious!

y/n: omg you're gonna make me blush *i giggle*

me and pay decide to eat, i make pancakes and serve some to him and some to me afterwards i suggest we go see a street art wall thats near us so i can take pictures to post on my instagram. we get ready and i put the same fit i did a few days ago because its one of my favorite dresses.

once we're there i take a few pictures and i post the best ones, one of me and one of a few paintings i loved:

@ yourqueenY/n

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after 2 hours its about to be 1 so just an hour till they know, i smile, right now im on my bed scrolling trough some tiktoks and i decide to make one on my account i've only made like two so i dont know how to dance that good but i think i did good. i go downstairs and see jack with dylan watching a movie on the couch

Y/n: hey guys

d: oh hi y/n how are you?

Y/n: im good 

j: where are you going?

Y/n: im making my way to the kitchen because im hungry as FUCKKK 

j: alright just dont eat everything, im hungry too 

Y/n: no promises

i make my way to the kitchen and grab myself some chips and a coke, and lastly grab a pear, i make my way back upstairs and lay on my bed. i decide to watch love, victor on hulu (good show you should check it out ), after 2 episodes i lose track of time and i see i have 19 mins until the live starts. i panic and get out trying to find a good out fit, i want to dress simple but not too simple. in the end i chose:

"ARE YOU READY!???!!!" brandon yells happily while bursting into my room. 

Y/n: haha yes i am!

B: ohh you look good they are gonna love ur outfit!

Y/n: thxx, shoulld we go now?

B: yepp lets goooo!

A/N: THANKS TO @idontgiveafuk1 FOR THE VOTE SPAM!!