why I can't read you?

Chapter 7

Hoseok's POV:-

It's been 3 months after he debut. He only make 3 songs in this months and become so popular. I can't be more proud then this. Not only this but his every songs are awesome. What more amazing is...all songs are his own written "August D", "give it to me" and "my last". Even tho he didn't make any happy song, all are about how he suffered. I am glad he is open up by his songs but... I'm worried.

"He is again late today" we always meet every month for hang out of course and he is always late because of work. If I want more then this, he wouldn't let me. I am done sticking up in friend zone. I am trying my best to show him that I have interest in him more then being friends but...

He always heartlessly friend zoned me.

??: I told you we can meet next month

"I know...but I wanted to meet you 😊" I smiled at him but he just rolled his eyes on me. He is really hard to get. He sat beside me. This is the usual place we meet everytime...an empty park. This is safe place where we can meet as he is really popular now.

"So...Suga Hyung, how are you doing?😊"

Yoongi: I told you not to call me with that name😑

"Why?! It's suits you very well😁"

Yoongi: right now... I'm just a normal human being called "yoongi"

I smiled. He is right...in front of his friends or family he is still "yoongi". We stayed quiet as I didn't find anything to talk about.

Yoongi: you know... you don't have to waste your time on meeting me. You are a busy person Hoseok.

I sigh. For some reason I got hurt for him saying this after I manage a little much my time just to meet him. "Why do I think that you are the one who don't want to meet me?"

He hesitate for a second then again started.

Yoongi: I'm busy Hoseok...most of the time I always stuck in my studio for my work. I don't even have time to meet Suran.

I nodded understanding even in my chest it's still hurting, I forget he lives on his own now. At first I thought I only like him but...day by day I can't but fall for him more and now look at him...making excuses how to stay away from me.

Yoongi: Hoseok... it's not like I hate meeting you but-

"It's fine...you don't have to hesitate...I- I.. know...you don't wa- want to meet me" my voice cracked. I can feel tears in my eyes that is about to fall.

Yoongi: Hoseok...I didn't mean to hurt you.

"I told you it's fine, you don't have to care" I look away from him as I don't want him to see my teary eyes.

Yoongi: please...we are here to talk so let's change this topic Hoseok!...look at me!

I slowly look at him. He wipe away my tears that are falling constantly. I swear I never felt that hurt before. He softly smile that sure melt my heart but...for some reason the pain didn't go.

Yoongi: do you know...IU?

(Why I just heard Jungkook's voice here?!?? WTF-)

"Uh...this name sounds familiar but I can't remember 🙄"

Yoongi: she is an famous solo artist also...me and Jungkook both are her fans

"That's good...I thought you only pay attention to boys😂"

Yoongi: shut up!!😒...I don't pay attention to anyone but...as I'm a fan of IU not as much as Jungkook but still...I always wished to meet her😊