2/3/2021
Caf wont leave me alone now.... I got so close.. the blade was held and ready, I was ready to die! I didnt want to be here anymore...but I droped the blade when the door opened and caf was standing there...
It had been the first time in years since he had hugged me.. I sobbed and I couldn't talk for hours but he kepts telling me everything was going to be okay. He sat with me until I calmed down... I couldn't tell Grace... I dont know what her reaction would be... Caf promised not to say anything either...
And now Caf wont leave.. hes afraid I will actually do it..and I want to, the urge is still there but... I cant.
Ill just lie here and do nothing forever... until I find a way to see my daddy again...
~Faida.
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FAIDAS DIARY
Fanfiction((reminder that this is all set is the past... which is kinda that future but the past...it does make sense..)) This is my diary, most of what I write in here is for my dads..... DO NOT READ
