Warrior Angel

The story of an angel that he tried to punished but survived through his faith...

You are not cursed but rather blessed by GOD coz he gave you more than a normal person could ever take coz you are special to him. You’re one of his beloved angel warrior that he’ll try to test on how much faith do you have in you, by letting you feel the most horrible, disgusting, unbearable, unbelievable, extreme sufferings, unimaginable things and the most severe pain that a MAN could ever feel all at the same time.

He knows you too well that you can endure everything and he will never give you something that your not capable of solving it.

At the beginning of your agony, you felt completely shocked, lost already, and you were sorry for yourself, all you want is to bail out from this crazy bad dream coz you’re too weak to handle this kind of problem that you never thought this would happen to you.

You really couldn’t believe that it's possible that you’ll get to experience this awful feeling.. is this real?

So I started to ask GOD, why have you forsaken me? I’m not a bad person and I don’t deserve to be treated this way. I did everything I Could just to fix everything for us. I’ve already lost so many things in my life and I already suffered from all the mistakes I did before.. it wasn’t my intention to do the wrong things in my life.

all I have is her... I cannot afford to lose her coz she’s my life.

God, You know I wasn’t ready at all and will never be ready to take this challenge, I didn’t sign up for this. Please, GOD, this is something I’m trying to save and all I have left, that I wanted to last forever.
If you gonna take her away from me, Just let me die coz I’ll be miserable for the rest of my life. I’m not asking for anything anymore. I’m begging you.. could you please spare her so I could live.

The devil was waiting for the exact moment when I’m getting eaten by own feelings, such as hate, anger and not knowing that my faith was fading little by little, so the devil took advantage of it, was trying to trick me over and over and telling me ...

“The only way to end all your sufferings is to commit suicide and it will be over quickly and painless.” I won’t let you suffer like he does coz I’m the good guy here and willing to ease your pain and sufferings. JUST
Trust me .. you will feel way much better, just do it now. So I was easily fooled...

I was tricked by his sweet luring words so I tried it for 3 consecutive times but it didn’t work coz part of me still fighting, hoping and I still have a little faith in me. So I told myself, I might change everything if I’m still alive.

For you, concede word is not an option to your battles, coz you’re not a coward but a true God’s warrior who sent down to the battleground with a good heart and nothing but faith. I’m the Warrior angel of GOD, who can take heavy brutal damage all at the same time, I would still fight even there is no chance of winning at all coz I have faith.

I was born to face these challenges, even if my whole system was way beyond to repair and I knew somehow that I have NO chance of fixing myself in any way possible. I was bleeding to death and can’t do much any longer to win her back.

Nothing in this world can stop me coz I do love her so much and God is with me all the time... but I was too late coz she was poisoned by her own feelings and she let the demons to took over her whole body, mind, heart and soul.

She’s gone for good. I’ve lost the girl that I’ve loved for 8 years.. this can’t be true. I tried to save her but the girl that I used to love was not there anymore .. only the demon who uses her body.

God tried everything to break me inside out! He also tried to Destroy my mental, physical and spiritual beliefs as well. To the point that I can no longer see the light, anything but darkness. The most precious thing in your life was taken away and I can no longer see nor retrieve her.

Nothing but a dead-end.. nowhere to go. all was pitch black.. my heart stops beating and the world as well.. there’s no point of li.ng. I died the moment she was gone.

My deep connection, love and faith towards GOD was exceptionally powerful that made me WAY stronger to survive the onslaught that I’ve taken.

Now I must embrace my journey without her and fulfil
The WARRIOR ANGEL that I should be. That nothing on earth that can hurt or change my faith. I must fully accept all the pain and sorrows but will surely leave a mark and deep cut in my life as long as I live.

I know that God was just trying to test my faith again and again.
God made me one of his best warrior living on this earth so I can share and help the people who are being fooled or posses by the demons.

He wants me to be a good example to the normal people who lost their faith easily.. And I proved that God was right all along about me...

The WARRIOR ANGEL with nothing left in his tank, but full of faith with GOD that saves him.

I ‘m claiming that I am ONE of the MOST ELITE WARRIOR ANGEL of God
that has a BiG heart, faith and who could survive and defeat the army of darkness

GOD also wants me to Spread the good story of how I manage to see him when I was in the darkest day of my life and how I put all my trust and faith to him despite everything I’ve been through.

I’m one of his greatest warrior angels. The one who experienced the ultimate challenges in life. But never gave up nor lost his faith.

I’m proud and coz I passed all those tests though it was really severely painful and a piece of me died in the process.

The good life will start from this day forward with all his blessings from God our father.. just trust in him.. amen