mello yello

the world doesn't stop. (tw // implied r*pe)

wow. so this is a high school party.

it's loud and messy as shit, drunk ass kids singing, dancing, and fucking each other — only to forget about it the following day. a humid, intoxicated orgy.

river stands in the corner of the room, eyeing all the cuckoo amateur strippers, iconic red solo cup in shaky, anxious hand.

this isn't exactly river's scene. they'd much rather be curled up in their hammock on their back porch, taking a cat nap.

instead, their best friend had insisted on dragging them to this stupid-ass party and risking further fucking up their and their parents' relationship. it's already bad enough to them that their child had came out as non-binary, because God forbid feeling uncomfortable as their sweet little boy.

river sighs, twirling their mystery alcohol in hand and resting their head against the greasy-ass wall.

i'm so fucking bored.

they ruffles their hair and adjusts their large, circular, rose gold-framed glasses before weaving their way through the crowd of teenagers doing trendy tik tok dances, river rolls their eyes.

this is so lame, what the hell.

suddenly, river is pulled into a bedroom and spills their drink all over the already vomit, wrapper, and solo cup ridden floor, they shriek.

what the fuck?!

river screams as they're pinned against a wall and writhes around as they attempt to escape the group of muscular football players.

ow! stop! that fucking hurts!! why are you doing this?! stop!! STOP!! STOP!!!

seriously, how the fuck could no one hear me?

a disgusting, sweaty, nude, ugly mess of a person on the floor.

come on, why me? what did i do?

you don't realize how fucking cruel the world is until you've had something dignity-shattering happen to you — and the party doesn't stop. no one comes to your aid. no one. everyone is too busy grinding on a dumb piece of shit they won't remember in the morning.

i need a shower.