Look away, I see myself turning away and gradually fading behind the mirror wreck .... I haven't gotten used to that darkness yet, that darkness in my room. I tried to stick to the pillow even though I was afraid of it ... I don't think I fear this room, I fear what it has in store for me. I closed my eyes to see three of them speaking at one time, I did not understand a word from them I think it is my beliefs, my stupid behavior, cursing myself, yes, that is what they meant. I saw madness and calmness, I saw love and hate, I saw you as a friend of all, but you are alone. I loved those things. I loved how they embodied in one mind. My mind, the girl of the four-year-old who runs, then feels that she has done nothing... to sleep, then feels insomnia, eats and feels hungry. I woke up ... touched the bed this time, didn't hide from the darkness .... gosh! It is worth nothing near the darkness inside me .... I discovered that I was at war with everything
