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So you were done getting dress and put on some final touches lipgloss and and perfume and put some on nova and were headed to the location

You unstraped nova

Y:baby you want mommy to hold you or you wanna walk?
N:hold me
Y:ok
I said as i kissed her cheek

We walked into this nice restaurant
And i see all my friends and family and some family that was not at my house
They came up to me and gave me a kiss on the cheek

I say hi to the people i already saw

Dad:aww mija you look Georgues(idk know how to spell it 😂)
Y:gracias papí

I went to go find a seat and there was 2 one in the middle of mattia and kairi and one in the middle of dejaune and alex
Mom:y/n sit by mattia and kairi
Y:ok mommy
I sit there confused but i didnt mind
So we all started talking and then a girl walked up by dejaune
Girl:hey baby
She said as she kissed dejaune

My thoughts=💭
💭wtf is this💭

💭ofn are you serious im pregnant by this man and he got a GIRLLL💭

I just looked down at the menu

Girl:HEYY girl happy birthday

She said loud and ghetto asf 😒
I gave her a fake ass smile then rolled my eyes
Girl:im heaven by the way

She says tryna shake my hand
I look at her then her hand then around then back at the menu

Mom:y / n! Agítese la mano ahora, sé cortés o voy a gritar. tu con la sandalia(y/n! SHAKE HER HAND  now be polite or i'm gonna whoop. you with the

She said looking at me like im crazy

Y:omg mami ....... bien (omg mommy.......fine

I shook her hand and fake smiled again

So its been a coupled minutes passed and you all got your food dejaune and his BITCH were all up on eachother and it was
Ackward for ppl
So my dad made a toast and a speech and said anyone else

Dejaune got up...oh lord

D:i just wanna say thank you for inviting me

Alberto was rolling his eyes and not listening and got on his phone

D:y/n has been a GREAT friend

A:oh i bet*he said under his breath still looking at his phone but we can still here him*

D:what was that alberto?

A:i said I BET

D:what do you mean i bet

A:i MEAN considering you guys FUCKED and she is pregnant!!

Mom:SHE IS WHATTT...YOU ARE WHAT
she says looking at me

Everyone was arguing alberto and dejaune were yelling at eachother my mom was yelling at me my dad was everyone was tryna stop it

It was alot...

Y:OMG ENOUGH.....I GET IT I MESSED UP IM A PEICE OF SHIT IM A SLUT I GET IT ......ok but I DO NOT need to be reminded

I say as im tearing up

Mom:mija we didnt me-

Y:no mommy you guys did and i promise ill be out of your hands

I say grabbing my stuff i put 100$ on the table

And grabbed nova

Y:thank..you guys ..for the best birthday ever.....

I said sarcastically as i walk out trying not to cry ...

I walked to my car and started strapping nova in she was screaming and crying

Y:NOVA STOP IT!

I yelled at her she stopped i have never yelled at her like that before

I looked at her and just started sobbing

I had finish strapping her up and started driving home in silence..

We got home and i walked in and saw the presents i kicked them to the sides as i was holding nova while she was dosing off

Y:nova baby dont go to sleep yet so i could change your clothes baby

I lay her down on her bed and change her into a big t shirt

I tucked her in her bed and then gave her a kiss

I went to the fridge and got out the cake i bought and cut a huge peice of it

And went to my room turned on outer banks ate cake and cried

Y:happy motherfucking birthday to me

I said sobbing

I felt little hand s hugging me and i look and see nova

Y:hey baby ...mommy is so sorry for yelling at you ok?..i was just super sad

I said putting her on my lap

N:its otay mommy

Y:want some cake?

N:yes