I was iffy on posting these three chapters. Im iffy on posting the others as well because it's gonna just be alot. I hope y'all dont get mad at me cause I'm just getting started! 😂 I also hope y'all are staying SAFE! Don't forget to give feedback
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"Leaving me was extreme. I mean yeah I fucked up, You know how it is. You ain't have to leave me though." He said looking at me.
"What the hell did you want me to say after you cheated on me?! Did you want me to be happy about that shit? Did you want me to congratulate you?" I asked, "You enjoy treating me like shit and I love yo stupid ass!"
"Boog, it's not even like that." He sighed, "I'm in love with you I just....I don't know why I fuck up. I just do it, aight? But that doesn't change how I feel about you."
"We can never ever ever be together. Never. Ermias, I'll love you forever but this isn't for us. I can't be faithful to a man thats not faithful to me, You're grown as hell. Self control plays a big role." I was starting for an argument even though I was definitely angry.
"For the life of me, Listen to what I'm saying. Listen to understand, Not to reply. I can't understand why I cheated on you or why I was and still am so stupid. You're my everything and I hurt you. I know apologizing ain't gon make the pain go away but I'm sorry," He said.
"The time I came home like at 6 am, that was the last time I cheated on you."
"Nigga you still lying! What about all them other nights? That shit was when he was first born." I asked.
"I never fucked Nobody after them two groupies in the studio, Okay the last night I left was the last time I seen one. I told her to leave, I didn't want to do anything with her. She tried to turn me on by telling me to leave you, I just couldn't."
"I don't believe you Ermias. I mean I believe the two females which that is fucking disgusting. Then you were coming home trying to slide in me." My mind and my heart are over here fighting each other. I gave Ermias my all, and now it's all over? It didn't hit me until the words came out his mouth. How am I supposed to move on and be with somebody else? I don't know how to love somebody else, how to be with somebody else, and I won't trust anybody else. Yes, I love him but I'm tired of being hurt and lied to.
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