The first bell rings and our Biochemistry class starts. I never really liked chemistry to begin with, I always have to be stuck with this subject longer than the other subjects. Even when I tried to be interested and focus on it, i always end up giving up. So just imagine how my class will be whenever this subject turns up. The teacher started explaining and me, i opened up my phone and decided to pinterest. I go to my pin notifications and saw pictures of skinny girls, models, fashionistas, bloggers, fitness, food, diy stuffs and amongst those one picture catch my eye. It is a picture of a woman with thin waist line , flat abs and thigh gaps and collar bones. That moment i get so awed of the picture. I never take myself for a fan of these body types but right now, it does take my interest. I go to the board from where it shows and started scrolling down to pictures related to it. Infact, there are a lot of them with skinny figures and what added new to my interest is skinny wrists. I know it sounds crazy but i like seeing the skinny wrists. At this moment all my focus is on my phone directed to these pictures.
I suddenly wondered why the teacher hasn't caught me yet and all so i take a peak up from the table. There right infront of me is the teacher, she hovers down to see what i am doing under my table. I have no time to react and hide my phone as i was so caught up in my head. She takes the phone immediately and tells me to get out. Okay so i was never really the type of person to be scold at and punish during class that the other students in the class were having shocked and surprised face plastered on them. I get out and as soon as i close the door it's like reality just hit me hard and realised what i just did. It was stupid of me i got to think. Yea Kate it was stupid but still you got punished, my head was saying.
Standing there not knowing what to do, i go to the washroom to freshen my self up.
As i enter the washroom, i wash my hands and dried them. I check to see my make up. No retouch needed. Ofcourse it's not like hours of putting my make up. I then check to see my outfit. I decided to tie my hair and that's when my collar bone just like the one i saw on one of the pictures on pinterest catch my eyes. I also have it. I smiled there and feel nice about it. I know kinda weird i guess .
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