At home
Tiffany's pov
When I reached home I went upstairs to Isabella's room. The room that no one was allowed to enter!!! I never wanted anyone to enter tht room cause it had a lot of sad memories and fun memories of us together. I miss her so much, I can't stand it!!! I took a pen and paper and started writing a letter to ash.
Why does all the people I love always end up dead?? Or leaving me wht did I ever do? I miss Isabella and dad so much I wanna join them, why did I survive that accident?? Why didn't Isabella survive instead of me??? I never wanted to be born I'm unwanted child, no one loves me no one wants me, no one needed me, I went to the bathroom and looked for a razor blade, found one I started cutting, while looking at the blood running down my skin was overwhelming, I started cutting deeper, I didn't care anymore.. Even the guy that I loved with all my heart didn't want me, He got bored of me that's why he cheated on me.. Thanx to that I've realized tht no one care, they wouldn't care if I left, if I dead. I heard fainted voices calling out to me. That was the last thing I heard till every thing went blank.
Just got home
Ashley's pov
Cody was here with me hoping tht she didn't do something that she would regret. We run into the house like mad people We looked all over the house trying to find her. No one did, that's when I remembered she always went to Isabella's to cry, i opened the door and looked tht she was not in the bedroom, so I looked in the bathroom and there she was, lying on her own blood, noooo please Tiffany wake up I need you, plz I started crying screaming, shouting at the same time. I started to loose it. Cody came running into the room,, no babe wake up I'm so sry it's not what you think I never cheated on you why did you have to go and do this to ur self?? The ambulance came and took her away, I couldn't say anything, I was so shocked seeing the love of my life like this, I called mum and asked her to come and get the kids cause there is no way they can handle being here seeing ther big sister like this not even jazzy and Jason can handle it, tiff is like ther older sister 2. We drove to the hospital as fast as we could. Plz babe be alright i need you, I can't leave with out you I would be lost with out you!!
Hope u like it :) :( I can't stand it but cry ...
