I HATE MYSELF💊TW💊

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"Sis you ready"

"You bet I am"

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The party had started and I didn't know if I should feel like a bad bitch or insecure. As much as I talked all confident I'm just an insecure little bitch. I just don't let people know that. I'm good at hiding my feelings. The only people tht know about the way I really felt were David and My family. That's why David hypes me up all the time cuz he says that he will never understand the insecurities I have and why. 

I was walked downstairs I could already smell a strong scent of alcohol. The song that was playing was "In the party - Flo Milli" I loved this song so I found David tryna convince Zion to go up to a random girl. "Come on Zi it's not that serious if she says no just say ur drunk r sumin... dude come on don't be a pus-" "Your Welcome Zi" I interrupt taking David somewhere in the middle of the crowd. 

Dicks up when I step in the party  (hey)

Yo main dude wanna feel on my body (he do)

And If I take him bitch I won't say I'm sorry (I won't)


I take David and I start to dance with him. He grabs my waist as I dance on him. Ugg I wasn't even drunk yet, bro. As the song came to an end I kissed David and said I'm gonna go get something to drink.

I walked over to the drink table to see Maggie and Brandon Making out. They were both gone asl. "Get A room," I say chuckling "Girl STFU u got ur fun now lemme get mine" Maggie replies "Ok fine u gotta point have fun," I say as she turns and makes out with B.


-30 MINS LATER-


I've had god knows how many drinks now and I'm wasted,bro. I tried to go drink more but David stopped me. "Babys that's ur 15th drink calm down bb," That's so caring. "Ok fine," I say as I run off the find my best friends 

Maggie was who nows where with Brandon. Tara was who knows where with Jake. And Kat was... Guess... who knows where with Sam. And then Devyn... WHO KNOWS WHERE WITH COREY. but then Xepher was... haha what did u think WHO KNOWS WHERE WITH GRIFFEN. 


I found Izzy Sitting down looking at her phone sitting on the couch drinking out of a red solo cup. 

I went to Izzy "HeyyYyYY Izayay whats uppppp!!! Come Dance with meee girl why ujust sitting there" Izzy lightly chuckled and got up. "Congratulations - Post Malone, Quavo"

As the song started we started off slowly and speeding up as the song went on. All the sudden somebody grabbed my waist. I thought it was David or Izzy (Wit our gay ass friendship lmao) I danced but when I turned around... 

It was Zion. "Zion What The Hell!!" Everyone turned to us and I slapped Zion and Walked out to the Balcony. 

What The Fuck Was he Thinking I thought to myself. He knows I'm dating David but he fr just did that. Maybe he was drunk I thought. Or high? Or both?! I started to smoke trying to ignore what just happened. I was still drunk but I don't know something felt different. It felt as if I wasn't drunk anymore. I def was but Idk. While I was still sitting out there on the balcony David came out. 

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