Finding Love Again

Part 1

Today has been very overwhelming, but I only have one patient left, how could this day get any worse?

"Sam your last patient is waiting in room 3" I heard my assistant say.

I picked up the chart and started looking it over, mostly paying attention to the fact that I will be seeing a 29 year old female who is five months pregnant. As I entered the patients room, I set the chart down and came face to face with the person I swore to myself that I would never see again. Just like that, I was wrong.

"Hello Sammie, it's nice to see you." 

I couldn't bring myself to say anything back. I was completely shocked. Why hadn't I looked at the name on the chart? Why is she here? The last time I saw her was three years ago and it wasn't a pretty goodbye either.

***Three years ago***

I was so furious. Not only has she destroyed my life, with no explanation, but now she wants me to leave the job I loved. I couldn't control myself, I couldn't keep calm "You ruined us and now you want me to quit my job? What's going to be next? Do you want me to start digging my own grave? You know what...I'm done. I can't do this anymore. I can't be around you anymore. You destroy everything good. I'll give you what you want. I never want to see you again" With that being said I walked out.

***Present time***

I walked out of the room, still not saying anything.

"Nadia have Dr. Meissen go into room 3. I can't deal with this," then I walked out.

Never in my career have I walked out on a patient or my job, I guess I'll add it to the list of things destroyed by the woman in room 3. I walked to my car and drove off not knowing where I was going.

Two hours has gone by and I ended up at the local gay club downtown. I come here  frequently as my best friend owns the bar. Usually I have one or two drinks, but tonight was not one of those nights.

"Matt just one more....please?" I was begging the bartender to give me another shot of tequila.

"Nat you know batting those pretty brown eyes of yours is going to get you nowhere with me" he said.

"Why do you hate me?" I pouted. 

"You know I love you, but you are drunk out of your mind. I already took your keys. You need to find a ride home, but from the looks of it I don't think you will have trouble getting a ride" he said nodding his head over to the girl I have been dancing with all night.

How did I miss my keys being gone? I don't know why but That pissed me off.

"Why the hell would you take my keys? I know I'm drunk but I'm not stupid enough to drive. You should trust me by now, but thanks for nothing."

I know he's right and just doing his job, but I'm not in a good state of mind right now. Honestly, I shouldn't even be here tonight, but I don't care. I just want to forget about this day and most importantly I want to forget about the girl that thinks she can just show back up in my life.

I walked away from the bar and back to the girl that Matt noticed I have been with all night.  She's a pretty blonde with blue eyes and most likely in her early 20s. She is not my usual type and a little too young for my liking, but she is the opposite of the person I'm trying to forget, so it'll have to work for tonight.

"Hey do you want to get out of here?" I asked her. 

She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me hungrily.

"I'll take that as a yes" I smirked and grabbed her hand intertwining our fingers and guided her out the club.

As we reached her car I spotted the familiar brunette I saw just earlier that day. The one that made my skin boil and filled me with frustration. She must have saw me too as she rolled down her car window and yelled in my direction "We need to talk"

"We have nothing to talk about" I yelled out angrily.

I turned towards the blonde who now looked uncomfortable and pecked her lips "Let's go."

We both got into her car and drove away. Tonight, I am going to forget about the events that have occurred and satisfy my cravings with drunken sex. Then tomorrow, I will try to figure things out as I had a feeling I would be seeing the brunette again...soon.