Your POV
This fight has been going on for days.
I've been trying to find the root of the situation
But no one seems to have a clue.
"I love you, I really do" Sean sadly whispers. I stared into my phone, trying to comprehend everything that was going on.
"Then why Sean. Why did you have to go through these measures just to tell me that you don't want me anymore? Huh? You could have just told me that you were unhappy, I would have taken it the same way, and it would have been less painful." I tried to hold up my tears.
"It was one night" he denied. I sarcastically chuckled, crossing my arms.
"Really? So all of those late nights with friends were all just compiled into one night with her?" This just degraded me to a whole'nother level.
"Tell me Sean, what did she have that I didn't? Cuz at least now I'd know what to fix in the future so I won't feel like I deserved this." Tears started coming, one by one.
He stayed silent, but tears were rapidly running down his face.
"Talk ya cheat!" I slapped him.
"TALK!" I slapped him again.
"I'm so sorry." We're the words I heard from him.
"Sorry won't cut it Sean." I walked to the closet and took a Duffel bag.
"Where are you going?" I heard Jack's trembling voice.
"Leaving? Going somewhere? Away from you." I frantically packed clothes from the closet.
Jack crawled to the other side of the bed, holding both of my hands to get my attention.
"Please. Please don't go." Sean pleaded."All my life, I've been told that I wasn't enough for anything. Or anyone for that matter. And I never listened to them, cause I had dreams for myself, for my future." I was trembling.
"And it's so...terrifying. That they might've been right." More tears came in.
Sean was bawling.
"Please don't leave me." He said repeatedly. He latched onto my torso, putting his head on my stomach and I couldn't do anything, but to just wait.
"Please." He pleaded. I loosened his grip from my hips. "Do me a favor. Don't let this kill you, yea? Remember this." I took a step back from him.
"I'm sorry Sean. I loved you. Goodbye." I carried my bag and head out to the door.
I just bawled once I exited. My pace getting faster with every step.
"Y/N!" Jack tried you go after me, catching my arm.
"Please let me go" I snatched my arms away from his hand.
"Please stay. I love you." Sean pleads.
I took a deep breath and looked around me for a bit more patience.
"I can't stay Sean, I just can't" I walked away and did not look back at the wreck I caused.
A/N: crapload of self doubt this night Ig. I hope you're sad about imagining Sean cheating on you.
I'm also back! Temporarily.
And before anyone asks, I'm fine. I am wayyyyy better than I was a few years back. I just have relapses here and there, it's nothing bad.
See you on the next one :D
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