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i had to admit. i was head over heals for mattia. he made feel something i've never felt and my feelings were strong. even if he looked at me as a friend with benefits . i didn't mind being there for him when he needs to feel good but it made my blood boil that he flirts with bitches in our school and around the city . everyone knows mattia in the streets . he might be for the streets but i don't want that ..
i felt his hands on my ass as he kissed me . " we're in school mattia," i put my hands on his chest and lightly pushed him off of me . " so what ? you're my girl," ugh why does he always lie to me . " shut up ," i snapped at him . i hated that i could let myself be played by mattia and just be fine with it . " what's wrong ? you know what i thought we were closer than that ," he says giving up and walking away . a part of me wanted to run after him and take him to the janitors closet but the other side wanted to let him suffer with the boner he had .
i sigh and close my locker , walking to my next class which was biology . i was in a mixed class with juniors and i was a sophomore . this class is where i met mattia . it was my first day and he sat next to me . yes we fucked the first day we met . i sat in my regular assigned seat and skip through music in my playlist . the class slowly started to fill up and before i knew it the bell had rung . of course mattia didn't show up . i shake it off and begin to do my work when the door swung open revealing a high mattia .
i sucked on my teeth and rolled my eyes . here we go again . it's a whole routine , he comes in , starting caressing me with words , he gets his way and i just end up feeling stupid again . " tatiana , can you stop acting like this , what did i do ?" he grabs my hand but i pull away . " i cant do this anymore , im sorry ,"
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mattia pulled me to his car . " let me just give you a ride cmon ," i sigh but comply , entering his car . " but take me to my house not yours ." he stuck his key into the ignition " okay okay ," he started driving to his house . " mattia , stop take me home ," he looked at me . " please i just want to talk ," he tells me . i agree in annoyed attitude .
we make it to his house and he drives into his driveway . we get out the car and make our way to his house . we stand in his living room and we sit down . " so what do you want ?" i break the silence . " i wanna know what i did wrong , why won't you let me touch you i thought you were mine ," that hurt my heart . " that's the problem ! you only want me as a quick fuck , im not a blow up doll you can just use then leave . you talk to all these girls and just get into my bed like nothing . i'm tired feeling like a fucking fool for you , it's not healthy for me ," you could tell he had a sense of guilt . " i'm sorry i didn't realize that , tati i like you , i just don't want to be commited . why do we need a label to distinguish what we are ."
" you're wrong , our whole relationship is based on a label , 'friends with benefits' i don't even want to be that anymore ," i really can't believe im pouring my feelings out to him . " i guess i never looked at it like that . i'm sorry i made you feel that way , i just thought since our business was personal i didn't think you would catch feelings ."
" it's like at this point , i don't even want it to be personal ," he grabbed my hand . " i'm sorry baby , i'll treat you better just please don't leave me ," i know i should of just cut him off permanently but i was too in love to leave him . i was the only person who he would fuck and spill his feelings to me . we were just meant for eachother but he didn't see that yet . i gave him a half smile and held his hand back . " do you forgive me ?" he kissed my jaw and i giggle quietly . " you owe me ," he smiled and placed his lips on mine . here we go again .. " tia .." i tell him but he continues kissing me . i lay on my back on the couch and he slips in between my legs . " you're so gorgeous ," he put his hand on my waist and slowly grinded on me . i moaned quietly . fuck you mattia , you're the worst .
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hey fam , welcome to 'horny' i hope you enjoyed the this chapter and just know im coming out with a lot more :) please feel free to criticize my work <3 see y'all on the next chapter :3
