I always think I want to take my life away
I wondering how's bad it feel if you cutting your wrists or using rope to break your neck. How about taking alot of pills?
Does it will hurt badly?
This thought keep spinning in my head. It keep telling me that I must disappear from this world....forever
But I was too scared...if I'm gonna regret it later
But on the other side, I think I must survive from this pain. Keep living. I think I should appreciate my life because there must be some people out there who's suffering cuz their life were worsting than me.
When I just said died was better than live to my mum. I tried to make it sounded like a joke. Than my mum just replied that I didn't appreciate my life. And I was like 'yea you are right' but the truth is...I was dying inside.
How to appreciate our life when it was already destroyed. Only we knew how's it's feel .
A lot of people out there, if they saw someone have a problem. They will give her motivation but would they feel the same way that we feel the saddest? No. They don't know it. But thanks for those who always help ppl with prob.
It's kinda weird when yesterday I was happy but this morning I feel very sad for no reason. Is this what they call it depression?
I never meet a doctor or advisor
I've tell my mum about this and my mum just laugh at me like I was joking . She said there's no way that I was having depression. So, I ignore my mental health issues prob cuz I'm not sure too.
Getting emotional without any reason...
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Teen's diarys
Non-FictionHey Miss Luna here. I'm going to tell you how a teenager who having mental health issues facing her hard life. .it's kinda like my own diarys .english wasn't my first language so I'm sorry if there's any grammar errors
