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Dear myself,

I'm so sorry for you. For having a soul like me. For always being hurt. For always being surrounded by sadness and pain. I'm sorry for always thinking about taking my life away and getting tired.

I'm sorry that I'm so fucked up to even get good results in exam. I'm sorry that I can't be sporting like the other people and have a lot of friends.

I'm so fucking sorry for always hurting you. Cutting your wrist until it bleed. Crying until you fall asleep. I didn't mean to do that but I can't help myself.

I'm sorry for always hide this pain and feeling inside of myself. The truth is I can't stop bleeding. I'm sorry for always care about the other people instead of yourself. I'm sorry that I always hurt everyone's feeling.

I'm so tired for feeling this way. I don't want to be like this anymore. I don't know how to fucking help myself. I just need this pain to stop.

Sincerely,

Yourself


[Sat, 17 Oct 2020]

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