You wake up by the sudden heat feeling on your face. You flutter your eyes open and quickly shut them again. The sun blaring onto your pupils burns. You must have forgotten to pull the curtains in place last night. You move your face away from the light and look at the alarm clock by the bed that reads 9:38. shit! You grabbed your phone out and four miss calls. fuck! You don't even bother calling back. You jump off the bed and run to the bathroom quickly tying your hair up and jumping into the shower with a toothbrush in your mouth. Minutes later you step out and run to the bed room, opening a drawer, you grab a bra and black lace panties and put them on. Then grab a pair of blue jeans from the floor and slip them on. You run over to the closet and pick out a beige blouse that looked somewhat ironed. Going over to the dresser you quickly apply some blush to give your face some color and some lip gloss, then pulling your hair back into a high ponytail. This will just have to do. On the way out the door you grab your bag, jacket, slip on your sandals and head out. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=60298166 . It’s raining outside, you hold your jacket above your head as you head to your car. You get into your black range rover evoque, start the engine and drive.
You arrive at the cafe stumbling on your way in, you notice Harry. He's sitting down in the corner with an empty seat across from him. There is a cup of tea in front of him and bunches of flowers by. He is starring out the window. The raindrops are slowly falling onto the glass. His face is so peaceful and beautiful. He's an amazing person you think to yourself, I love him so much but I never have time....
You take a deep breath and walk towards him. You take a seat on the chair opposite to him. He puts his head down and doesn't say anything. He slowly pushes the flowers towards you. He got me flowers. wow. You can’t help but smile but he doesn't look up at you. "Thanks Harry”, He goes back to starring out the window. "I’m sorry" you slowly whisper. He finally looks at you. You hold your breath. His gaze is breath taken. He goes to say something then shakes his head and stays quiet. This is killing you. I fucked up real bad you think to yourself. "What’s happening to us?" Harry's voice is raspy but low and full of concern. You don't answer and he continues. "You never have time for me anymore." great here come all the emotions. "Harry..." he stops you. "I know what you’re gonna say it’s complicated but it’s not, You cancelled on me four times already, I never get to see you. You're always working or too busy then we schedule breakfast and you’re over an hour late." The guilt is killing you. His voice rises. "I have been sitting here WAITING for an hour" he emphasizes on the word 'waiting'. "That’s all I’ve been doing lately, waiting, I’m sick of it (y/n)." You go to say something but you choke. A tear drop rolls down your cheek. Harry's right, you reach for his hand on table but he moves it away. You put your head down. "So what does this mean between us Harry?" "I can’t be in a relationship with someone that I never get to see." That hit you directly in the guts. Your eyes are getting blurry from all the tears in it. You look at him. His eyes are full of tears also. If he doesn't want to leave me then why is he doing this? Harry gets up from his chair and places a five dollar bill on the table for tip. You stay sitting. "Goodbye (y/n)" and just like that your world came crashing down. Harry has left you. Harry walks away and leaves.
Hours Later.
You’re in your room crying into your pillow. You remove the necklace Harry has given you for Christmas from your neck and throw it at the wall. Your phone rings. You dry your face and try your best not to sound like you were crying "hello" you say in a faint voice. "What’s wrong" Its Samantha. She immediately knew something was wrong by the sound of your voice. Sam has been your best friend since sophomore year in high school. "nothing." you quickly answer "I’m coming over" she hangs up the phone.
Minutes later there you are in her arms sobbing into her shoulders. "It didn't have to end like that we could have worked something out"
"You’re right, shhh don't cry (y/n)" "I love him Sam." "I know, sometimes things aren't just meant to be" You stay in her arms for another minute. "Let’s go out tonight" she finally says with a warming smile. "I don't think I can" you say "YES you can! Fuck Harry dammit, let’s go out tonight" "were we headed too?" "Club Zap" she replies. You give her half a smile and head to the bathroom. You’re looking at your reflection your eyes are red and puffy. You wash your face and apply some make up trying to look as best as possible. You change your outfit into something more revealing. http://www.polyvore.com/cgi/set?id=63068290 Part of you wonder if this is some sort of revenge because you don't dress like that. "You look AMAZING!" Samantha squeals. You smile shyly. "Ok so I’m gonna head home to change, Come by in twenty" she gives you a quick hug and leaves. You check your emails to pass time and decide on what shoes to wear. You stare at yourself in the mirror making sure your eyeliner looks good. Your phone buzzes, that must be Sam.
You get into your car and picked her up.
Later you guys arrived at Club Zap. It's packed as usual. You and Sam squeeze through some people and head to the bar and get shots. "To the single life!" she shouts as she raises her glass. You follow her and drink it. The burning sensation of the vodka stays in your throat. "Another one!" she hands another shot. You take it. "Let’s go dance!” Sam grabs your hand leads you to the dance floor. Ok I’m just gonna try and have fun tonight. The thought of Harry stays in the back of your head. You guys are dancing on the dance floor and a guy approaches you. He looks young and very cute. He grabs your waist without asking and begins to dance with you. You don't say anything and go along with it. You start to loosen up and enjoy yourself more. He turns you around and you grab his face and kiss him long and hard. What have I done? The guilt quickly engulfs over you. You know you’re not with Harry anymore but this doesn't feel right. You step away and make your way out. Sam follows behind you. “y/n wait!, where are you going?” Sam is shouting at you while you walk away. You ignore her and head outside. You reach the parking lot and she grabs your arm. “What are you doing y/n?” “I’m leaving, you either come with or stay” …“what, why” she has a confused look on her face. “Sam don’t question me. “Fine I’ll go.” she gets in the car and you drive away. Minutes later you drop her home. You’re heading back to your house and you stop at a red light and think. The next left turn is Harry's street and the right turn is yours. Should I go see him? For what? He doesn't want me anymore? But kissing that guy was so wrong.. what if i tell him.. Will he be mad? He can’t be mad. he left me. The memory of this morning comes back and tears starts forming in your eyes. You wipe them away. The light turns green. You stay there for three seconds and the people behind you get impatient with their horns. You swerve to the left.
You park in front of Harry's house. What am i doing here. You get out and walk to his door. With each step your breathing get heavier, your palms are sweating up. Everything around you is silent. You can’t here the sound of cars driving by, your heart beat rises. You knock on the door. You close your eyes and when you open them Harry is standing in front of you. You flung yourself to him gripping him tightly. You feel his muscle tighten up around you, your hearts relived he’s hugging you back. Being in his arms is so heavenly. This is where i belong. "im so sorry" Harry whispers. You pull back starring into his eyes "no no no don't be, its my fault" Without any warning he kisses you so passionately. He pulls back and puts his forehead to yours. "I’ve missed you so much y/n" "oh harry" You kiss him softly and go back to an embrace. "I love you" he whispers in to your neck. "I love you too Harry,..... make love to me" Without a warning he picks you up shut the door and head up the stairs to his bedroom. Harry slowly lays you down unto the bed. He hovers on top of you starring into your eyes. Harry kisses you slowly with all his love. He gives you a kiss on your cheek then moves down to your jawline placing soft kisses till he reaches your neck. He licks this one part then bites you softly. A moan escapes your mouth, he does it again. Harry reaches you collar bone and kisses on them also. "I want this dress off" ... "do that yourself" You flip over. Harry slowly unzip your dress off. He kisses on your back, and spine. He lowers himself down and kisses your dimples. Harry unhooks your bra and removes them. You turn over. "you're so beautiful" he whispers. Harry sucks on your breasts and swirls his tongue around on your nipples. This feels so good. Harry kisses your tummy and your navel. He gets down to your thighs and kisses them. He slowly removes your panties off with his teeth. Harry sucks between your thighs, teasing you. "fuck me already" Harry spreads your legs apart and kisses you.
Harry slides his tip up and down your clit getting you pre wet. Then slides the tip inside you. "ahhh" He continues to push and fills you up. "you feel so good babe" you tell him. Harry begins to move in and out from you. You both begin to pant. He groans. "oh harry" a low moan leaves your throat. He takes sharps breath as he work his way. "faster please" Harry begins to speed up. He pulls his hip harder to your groin. You’re getting closer to your orgasm. "cum for me" Harry begs. His voice is so husky and manly. You fell as if your body is ready to explode into a million pieces. "yes, baby, yes" he says. You explode while he’s still inside of you. Harry quickly removes himself from you and watches you cum. You lay there naked with your love Harry.
