With its deep brown leather cover, there it lay. I didn't quite recall borrowing the book from the library on wednesday, but here it is. The worn off look of it made it seem so alluring though. By now I have shut off the episode of ANTM I was watching to get my hands on what I presumed to be a... journal? a notebook? a sketchbook?
And so I unwrapped the leather strand that was holding everything firmly together, and opened it up to reveal its first page.
"She looked me right in the eyes crying. All I saw was myself. Everything I swore I would never grow to be.
"please" she begged. "You don't have to do this". But I wasn't the mercyful man I used to be. With my fingers encased around her neck, i choked her. Within thirteen seconds I was holding a lifeless body. "she slept with your brother" I kept stating, as if I was comforting myself, over and over until I was convinced she hasn't died in vain. Nadine. My beautiful Nadine. Oh, how you betrayed me, and that for my fool of a brother. You swore to love me forever. That I would spend eternity knowing I am loved by you and you are loved by me. I had loved you with every piece of humanity that was left in my morbid soul. You took that tiny bit of human left in me along with your life.
I am pleased to know you are dead, Nadine.
All the love"
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Me {H.s AU}
Fanfictionand at the end of each day he would write "all the love" as if he knew someone will eventually read it. His journal. In where he had written down the darkest demons that possessed his mind and the most blissful memories that ran through it. "Born to...
