When It's All Over

Chapter 1 The Night It Happened

I woke up from a nightmare once again damn it's the same thing over and over again. I don't know why I am having a dream of a dude pulling my pants down and trying to touch me ugh it scares the hell out of me. I lifted my blanket up and said to my self it was not a dream.
I ran out my room to wake my mother up and she tells me to go back to bed it was just a dream I went to the kitchen to get a glass of water and there he was sitting on the chair looking at me up and down as I put my cup down he came walking towards me. I walked back as he was walking forward. he said I didn't mean to wake you I started to cry I tried to call for my mom but she was high. I ran up to my room and he chased after me I tried to close my door but he busted in. He got on top of me I kicked him in the dick and went for my dresser and grabbed my gun because I knew that I was going to need it.
I shot him because I knew that It was not going to end and that my mom will still going to go back for him for the drugs. I dropped the gun and fell to the floor and started to cry because I know that it was all over.
My mom came to the room and said what did you do you know we need him I said no mom u need him I tried to tell you what he was doing to me and you didn't listen I didn't feel safe when he was here and all you kept saying was it will be fine if was an accident. every day I came home I wished that he was not here. You never understand me it was always john first and never me u just wanted him for the drugs. As my mother said shut up Sally u don't know what ur talking about I'm calling the police. I said if u call them me and you are going to jail one because ur high and another because I killed the dude who was harming me since I was fucking eight.