The Heart Wants What It Wants

Chapter Two

I woke up in Harry's and my bed. I sat up and looked around. Harry walked in and smiled. Henley followed closely behind him.

"feeling better? " he asked me. I nodded and put a hand on my stomach.

Henley crawled into the bed with me and hugged me.

"Hey baby. " I said and rubbed her back. I hugged her tightly as I felt Harry's hand go to my back.

I looked up at him and he kissed my lips. He put his hand on my stomach and rubbed in circles. I felt the baby kicking at his hand. I winced a little and put my hand on the side of my stomach.

"are you okay? " Harry asked me calmly. I nodded and leaned into him a bit.

"are you hungry? " he asked me. I shook my head.

"no. " I said and stood up. It was a little chilly. I shivered and I felt Harry wrap his arms around me from behind me, he was warm.

I turned around in his arms and he pulled me closer. I buried my face into his chest.

"I miss this. " He said and kissed the top of my head. I smiled a little.

I pulled away from him and turned around and looked in the mirror.

I pulled up my shirt and turned to the side. I sighed. I looked bigger than I was last week.

Harry walked over to me and kissed my forehead then got down on his knees and kissed my baby bump.

"I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow. Are you going to be able to come? " I asked him hopefully.

"I have another recording tomorrow. " He said and stood up.

"oh. " was all I could say as I looked at the floor. I pulled my shirt down and walked to the bathroom.

I closed the door and braced myself against the sink as I cried.

I heard a few knocks on the door.

"what? " I said as I wiped my face with the back of my hand.

Harry walked in and tried to hug me but I jerked away from him and he grabbed my wrist.

"Don't! " I said and he pulled me close.

"I'm sorry. But it's important to the band. " he said.

I jerked away from him again.

"Imporabt to the band? What about what's important to your family?! " I half screamed half sobbed out.

He squeezed my wrist harder.

"Don't you scream at me!! " he said as his eyes turned dark and cold. I saw his hand rear back.

"Harry please! " I said just as his hand met my cheek. I stumbled back but was still in his grip.

I let a sob out and he hit me again.

"Apologize! " He screamed squeezing my wrist harder.

"I'm sorry. " I said through sobs.

He hit me again but this time letting me go. I hit the tile floor and held my wrist.

"oh by the way Fèl," he spit, "I'm cheating on you. " he walked out and slammed the door.

I lay there sobbing. I got up and looked at my face in the mirror. It was red and swollen already. I let out a few more sobs and walked out of the bathroom and to our room.

I grabbed my suitcase and started filling it with Henley and my things.

Harry walked in and threw the suitcase across the room.

"what do you think you're doing??! " he yelled grabbing me and pushing me into the bed and straddling my waist.

"Harry please don't, Henley is in here. " I said sobbing.

He hit me harder than ever before and I let out a half scream.

"you're not leaving me! " he screamed in my face.

I lay there sobbing and he lifted himself up a bit and put his hand to the band of my pants.

"Henley! Go to your room! " he yelled and Henley ran down the hall.

"please don't! You'll hurt the baby! " I screamed as I cried.

He moved his hand to my wrist.

"Don't you EVER try to leave me again! I Understood?!" He yelled and I nodded as I sobbed.

"good! " he yelled and got off of me. He stood up and helped me up. He pulled me close and I stood shaking and sobbing.

"I'm sorry. I love you. But I can't stand the thought of losing you. " he said and kissed the top of my head.

I shuttered when he kissed me and he let me go and told me to lay down. I did what he said in fear he would hit me again.

I cried myself to sleep.