//april 2, 2012//
dear person,
sorry i haven’t been writing that much lately. i have no excuse to why i haven’t. the pain is worse and i don’t know what to do. it’s almost pathetic, but i try. you seem to be the only one listening and i don’t even know you. my parents don’t care. it’s not like i have any friends. oh god, my life is sad. i think that when you choose to be antisocial or skinny or whatever, that’s your goal in life. you don’t have any other thoughts except that one goal. you just want that one thing to happen, but then you don’t realize that it’s the wrong thing to happen. maybe i’ll try to make more friends. or maybe i’ll just quit writing this today and go to sleep. that sounds better.