Joss and his family continued torturing me. Joss locked me inside the room and forcefully have sex with me whenever he can. They even abuse me and scold me using harsh words. Joss beats me daily but makes sure not to leave any scar because it will became a problem if others saw it. He will also bring his girlfriend and have sex with her infront of me. I am tell that Joss loves her so much but she was not. I am cent percent sure she clearly loves his money not him. His girlfriend also mistreated me but Joss doesnt mind it and told her 'you can do anything to him because he was my slave'. He dont want to respect me as his wife atleast respect as a human being.
As per their plan after I give birth, they will take away my child and get rid of me. I dont want my child to suffer same fate as me. As they are greedy people they wont take care of my child. I am sure once they get my property, they will definitely kill my child. Now I have to find a way not to get conceive but Joss will makes me pregnant because he wants my property, So another way to escape from Joss is running away from this house, I cant do that alone because Joss always monitors me. So If I ask help from my friends, they will help but what if Joss came to know that they helped me, I am sure he will kill them all. I can't risk their life for me. Because they are the only people I love and trust. So there is a only way for me to save my child and escape from this hell is death.
Their mistreatment continued for three weeks.I can only continue my plans if I go to college. So I begged him to allow me to go to college, at first he refused then he allowed me because he dont want others to doubt him for not sending me to college.
When I went to college everyone looked at me with pity. But my friends were always there with me. They always tries to improve my mood especially Forth. He meets me everyday and share many things to be. But I am not in mood to listen him.I was depressed because of Joss harsh treatment towards me. I am enduring his beatings, insults, blames and everything but I cant endure it anymore. So i decided to end it all.
One day my step brother and step sister came to meet me and scolded me for not giving Joss a child. They two dont have a pity on me. My step sister told to me' give him what he wants'. Do they two really think am puppy to Joss who do everything for his owner. When they were scolding me I saw Forth coming towards us with a confused face. If Forth came to know that they were scolding, my plan will be exposed and he will try to save me. Fortunately those two left me before Forth reach us. Forth asked who are they to mean. I just shook my head. If I open my mouth I will cry because those two as usual scolded me which hurts me. Forth didnt ask anything further eventhough he is not satisfied with my answer. Sorry Forth, I am going to leave soon.
A month after I lost my child, my dad meet me privately without informing my step mother,
"Beam my baby boy how are my son?" My dad asked me
"I am fine" I said and slightly smiled.
"Don't lie, dad can see my Beamie is not happy" when my dad said those words I realised how good is my dad reading my emotions and I also missed my dad. Without my knowing I cried. My dad hugged me and I cried in my dad's embrace like child.
"Dad is sorry it's all because of dad if dad didnt agreed to the marriage nothing like this happen. Dad agreed because your mae said you will be happy forever if you marry Joss, that why dad agreed. I always wants my son to live happy and rich without any trouble, even if dad is not with you. I am sorry I am really sorry if I didnt, my son wont be like this" my dad cried his heart out, it's my first time seeing dad crying like this. He cried when my mom died but not with this much sadness.
He is regretting his decision. It's not his fault because he wishes me to live rich and happy like normal parents do. His only fault is he choosed a wrong person for me. But how can he know that Joss is a devil in disguise. I knows that my dad always cares for me that's why he even broke his promise to my mom that he wont remarry again, only me. Because he dont want me to live without a mother figure in my life. but God had another plan for us.
"Please Dad dont cry I am happy I am...just sad...because I.....lost...my child" I lied because he sacrificed everything for me and regretting deeply for his actions. I don't want him to regret more by telling truth.
" Are you really saying truth? Is your husband and your in law blaming you?" My dad suddenly asked, my eyes widened did he knows the truth.
" No dad they are taking good care of me " I lied and smiled a little to make him believe.
"If something like that happen please tell dad okay, dad will always there for you" dad said looking into my eyes. Hearing those words I cried. I am happy that my dad loves me.
" I will "
"I love you my baby boy, dad always loves you even if dad dies, dad keep on loving you. You are my precious for me you are the only one I have in my life " I chuckled and said
" Thank you dad I love you too so much" and hugged my dad tightly.
'I am sorry dad please forgive your baby boy I cant endure anymore' I apologise to him in my mind.
Third Person Pov:
Everyone shocked they have no idea that Beam planning to die after a week he lost his child. That means he planning this for two months.
"Didnt I told you guys that Beam already planned his death but I didnt know he was planning this for two months, if I had known this I will definitely saved him" said Lam regretful that he cant save his friend.
"Why, why, Beam cant you atleast told me I would have saved you " said Forth, if he had known those people are making his love suffer he will definitely saved him no matter how hard it will.
"He didnt told us because he feared that Joss will do something to us" said Kit.
" P' Beam is really our angel" said Ming.
Yes, Beam is angel.....
To be continue.......
A.N
Beam's past will end in next chapter. Then come revenge part.....👿👿👿👿
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