Me: This song, Hate Me by Ellie Goulding and Juice WRLD, is suppose to represent Todoroki's emotions in this chapter now that his Izu is gone. I'll add the lyrics down below during the chapter. Anyway, I hope you enjoy today's chapter!
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Entry #11, Class 2-A Dorms, My Dorm room
I sat in the corner of my room, knees tucked close to my chest. Headphones rested over my ears as I replied a song. I used to listen to this song to comfort me because it sounded cool, but know that I hear it in this situation... It reminds me of Izu...
I quietly whispered the lyrics under my breath, sobs escaping when they could...
"Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me..." I stood up, mumbling the lyrics.
"I bet you don't kiss her with your eyes closed. I bet you're still walking on a tightrope. Miss me so much, you've been goin' psycho. You ain't gotta say it, baby, I know... I know, I know, I know." I walked over to a picture on my table of me and Izu hugging in our Hero Outfits.
"It's a thin line between all this love and hate. And if you switch sides, you're gon' have to claim your place. So baby, this time you're gon' have to seal your fate. Yeah baby, this time you're gon' have to seal your fate." I picked up the picture in the frame and cried out...
"And tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me. Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me." I spat the words at the picture and threw it while still yelling the words out. I heard a crash as it hit the wall and shattered.
I fell onto my knees and gripped my hair, still reciting the lyrics. "Hate me, hate me, tell me how you hate me. T-Tell me how I'm trash and you could easily replace me. Tell me that I'm strung out, wasted on the daily. Prolly 'cause there's no one around me numbin' all my pain. Prolly 'cause there's no umbrella to shield me from all the rain. Probably because you're the one playin' the mind games. You hate me because I don't let you play no mind games. They give me migraines and damage my brain."
"Date me, break me, easily replace me. Hopefully, you see it clear, hopefully, it's HD. Bet you wonder why the last few months I've been spacey. In your head, I sing..." Tears covered my view as they hit the floor.
"And tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me. Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me." I sobbed more, falling on all fours and imagining Izu hating me. The words echoed in my mind: Hate me, Erase me, Replace me...
"It's a thin line between all this love and hate. And if you switch sides, you're gon' have to claim your place. So baby, this time you're gon' have to seal your fate. Yeah baby, this time you're gon' have to seal your fate," I pictured Izu and me fighting against each other, him as a villain and me as a hero... How would I do that... I love him...!
"And tell me how you hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me. Hate me, hate me, still tryna replace me. Chase me, chase me, tell me how you hate me. Erase me, 'rase me, wish you never dated me. Lies, tell me lies, baby, tell me how you hate me..." I mumbled, punching the floor with my fist, making my knuckle crack and bleed. The floor had a bloody dent in it as the music played against my ears.
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