Laying in my bed, thinking about how easy life was before, before everything,before everyone,before you.Trying my best,trying hard but with a weak body. We don't have to weight pain. We have to balance it as the leaves leave the branches of the tree in fall.
You can do it. They say, just come along with the waves of the ocean. Come along with "him" and he will guide you. But how would I let him guide me? If I don't even know how to pray, because I don't know what to tell him, how can I be sincere with someone that is nobody?
Hoping wishes,creating fantasies, shaping the masses. It's as ridiculous as ridiculously.
Just watching how the darkness takes over, how the darkness conquer my bedroom and how the light goes away without saying goodbye I'm just scared of the darkness. Just hearing the softest voice I've never heard in my thoughts.
Silly boy, don't cry, don't cry, please stay~