Kaidam- One shots!

7~ Your Words [pt2]

( My friends were like, we know the plot twist. I can't write sad endings, and I can't be that mean. So enjoy it, because one day I might write something sad.  ) 

The world fell beneath me. I was sinking. Could have been different. My eyes swell up, and tears brimmed my eyes. My throat was choking back a meltdown. I'm so stupid.

I knew he wouldn't have loved me, I just thought I would try. I just wanna believe that I didn't do that. I messed up the friend group too then. Will Mira be mad? I really don't want to think anymore, I feel horrible.

"Master Kai!"

Huh! I'm at home.

"Master Kai, you were crying! What's wrong," I looked at him. It was a dream. My phone was still in my hand, Mira hung up only an hour ago. So it wasn't real, just another reason not to go and tell him. I got ready, which felt like I was getting sick every step. My head perked up at a knock at the door. I walk over to the door, even tho my guy is supposed to open it, I don't really mind, I was closer anyway. I try to look in the little hole, yet I'm too short. I hate being short.

I open the door, and it's Adam. He looks at me then down at the floor.

"Hey, uh, I'm sorry," he said. Is this still a dream, it might be.

"Adam?" I asked, still slightly confused. I looked at him, and he seemed sad. I am still feeling disorganized from my new nightmare.

"I'm sorry for calling you stupid," He said again, still not looking up. His eyes meet the ground with visible sadness.

"It's okay," I said, not as confused.

"I just know you wouldn't like me back. I just didn't want to get myself hurt. So I am sorry for being so mean lately." He finally looked up, and his sadness hit me hard. I never expected to come to me or be ad around me. I wanted him to be happy.

"I-" I was lost at words, and no words fell out. Time had passed, and I felt myself break when he finally walked away. I had messed things up again. I feel so stupid for not saying anything. I close the door, sliding down.

I felt like I was stuck in time for days. I don't know which day it was, I don't even know anything. My thoughts have bugged me. Adam hadn't called; meanwhile, Mira's on her way here. She says she's been trying to comfort both of us and I don't want to put that sort of pressure on her so I said I'd be fine. But as you can tell, she's doesn't believe that. I still can't get my words to Adam, I know I should try and call, but I can't bring myself.

I was lost on my own, though, until I saw Mira. Mira looked a lot better than me right now.

"How did you get in?" I asked her. She looked at me, straight in the eyes. 

"That's for me to know, but that's not why I'm here," Mira said. " Just why didn't you tell Adam?" I looked at here. I didn't even know why I didn't tell him. I guess I wanted to, I just didn't want to think it was a trick or a prank. 

"Don't you want to tell him?" Mira had asked. I do, but I can't. I shrugged, 'yes.' I'm just scared he'll hate me, if he doesn't already. I feel so bad, I should have sad something. 

"Then go tell him," Mira said. I know I should, and I will.

Mira left after a while of me not speaking. I just have to go to Adam's.

Adam's.

Okay, so I should get ready, right? Yes, I look a mess.

I got this, you got this Kai. My fear is just building up, but I think I can do this. And before I knew it, I had got ready and was at his door. I looked at the door for a while. Was I really going to do this? This can go all wrong. I know it might go all wrong. Will it go all wrong? He might not be home, I'm not sure. 

Knock! Knock!

It took a while for someone to come to the door. I heard a cough before someone opened the door. It was Adam, yet he looked tired. Like he hadn't slept in days. 

"Adam?" I asked, getting his attention, his eyes meet mine. This felt tense. Okay, Kai, I got this. 

"Yeah?" He asked, looking at me.

"I'm sorry," And he looked to the side, a bit confused. "I didn't know what to say, and I didn't believe it. See, I just don't know my words very well. But I hated seeing you sad, and I wanted to make things better. But I didn't know when I should come or if I should call. I was so confused, I didn't know if you were going to call. I just wanted to explain to you what I felt. " I don't remember how long I rambled until he had cut me off.

"So you like me too? Because I like you." Adam asked, a lot happier. I liked that he was delighted.

"Yes, I like you too." I found my words.

\ Also, sorry that I don't keep steady updates I play Minecraft too much but, and sorry it is kinda short. I hope you enjoyed it. )