One-Shots! (One direction)

Niall!

I need to let it out, I can't keep it in anymore I just can't. It's been a whole year and he's leaving soon because tour is ending but how do I say all of that. Shit. I just have to wing it then, because they broke up. But I can't just spill all that on him at once, no no maybe it's better not to tell him. But I can't keep it in, I should tell him.

"Hi Niall!"
"Oh, hi" he looked to me and smiled, I saw his pain and it hurt.
"Aye, turn that frown upside downnn! Everyone goes through a phase of breaking up maybe it's hard now but it gets better!" Everyone but me though aha.
"I know, but it's just so hard I loved her but she never felt the same and she lied to my face for almost 2 years"
"I'm so sorry Niall, do you want to watch a movie or go get food?"
"No not today I just don't feel in the mood for anything"
"You can talk about it with me if you want to"
"Okay, but not here lets go to my room it's easier for me"
"Yeah okay sure"
I feel bad for the poor thing dammit.
"Okay where do I start from?"
"The beginning would be good haha"
"Okay I met her in the summer and I felt something you know, or I was drunk I don't remember ahah but you know we talked and I got her number and stuff but I never saw her until December"
He took a deep breath and continued. I already knew the story, I was clueless to why he was telling me but I let him go on. He didn't have anyone to vent to, maybe it was his way of explaining his hurt?

"I saw her at a party and we talked, by the end of the party we were both wasted as fuck and ya know what happens after"

He was getting uncomfortable.

"It's okay if you don't want to continue after that"
He looked me in the eye and put his hand on mines and "But I want to"

I swear to god I died. I wanted to start screaming.

"So anyways we woke up and I invited her to go out for lunch and she was so sweet and stuff while we had lunch and the week after it I asked her out and I felt really really happy"

I felt really really sad.

"We went to arcade and the movies and we spent amazing times together but then one day, and by one day I mean last week, she started changing, I don't know how, she used to be caring and sweet and lovable and cuddly but now, all she does is call me names and get wasted and she did horrible things I don't want to speak of, and yesterday I had enough of her bullshit so I broke up with her, you know how when you're so done with someone and you just want to punch them that's how I was feeling all this time and I felt sadness, don't ask why I don't know myself. Maybe it's because I thought I was in love and I thought I found 'the one' but I probably never will because I'm a fool when it comes to love."

"Wow I never knew there was a deep side to you ahaha" we both started laughing

"But you know I've always thought the world revolved around boys and stuff but, one day I realised you know what, fuck boys if I'm going to keep crying over them all day everyday. I'm going to eventually die and I haven't lived any part of my life. That honestly was the best decision I have ever made, and now I'm happy and you must ALWAYS put yourself and your happiness number one, before anyone else's"

He hugged me and I was, I don't know how I was but I hugged him back I could tell he was crying and I hugged him tighter. This isn't a stupid love story anymore.

"Thank you, thank you for this I just, I don't know thank you I don't know what I would've done if I haven't let it out to anyone and sorry for the little break down"

"It's okay, we all break down at points but I'll always be the shoulder you can cry on, and if you need anything anything then just call me or knock on my door, I'm 2 rooms away or just a call whatever you want"

"Thank you really, but you should get going it's really late"

"Yeah I probably should"

We said our good nights and I left.
I felt beyond happy but one thing that ruined my mood. The text I sent to him and hopefully he didn't read. I always wrote these things,I had emotions like these for no reason, I'm pretty sure the last time I checked I didn't like anyone. Alright that was a lie but you know?

"I love you so fucking much okay it's unreal idk how I fell in love with YOU but you know what sucks the most? Seeing you with another girl in love and kissing and hugging and cuddling. Although I want you to always be happy, I want you to be happy with me. Is it too much to ask for? I know you would probably never read this and that's great but you know I just wish I was her. But it would never happen you know why? Because I'm ugly and fat and so many more things you'd never want to be with me"

I had to go back into his room and delete it he's going to think I'm a creep and I don't want that to happen we hit it off so great but now if he reads that text. Lord forbid. We didn't hit it off he was ranting to me, but it felt nice.

I went back and knocked on his door and to my surprise he immediately opened the door.

"Niall I can't sleep at all"
"Oh, you can sleep here it's okay I don't mind, here come in sorry"
We both sat on his bed and it was awkward to say the least.
"Niall do you want to play truth or dare?"
"Okayyy, but I'm not going to strip and walk around the neighbourhood."
"Oh my god niall!"
"Okay okay truth or dare?"
"Hmmm truth?"
"Okay ummm is there anyone that you like-like?"
"Maybe, maybe not hehe"
"Okay fine hahaha"
"Truth or dareeeee?"
"Because I'm not a chicken like you, I choose dare."