『 Y/N POV 』
ah what the fuck am i doing here..
right in front of ales housei walked all the way here, so i might as well knock.
when i knocked.. i waited a minute. nobody answered.
i knocked again, and mattia answered.
"HEYYY Y/N!!!"
"hey mattia.. can you tell ale to come outside please. it's really important."
"uh.. yeah sure, wait here."
a few minutes later ale walked out.
"oh my god. what do you want? it's really nothing to talk about. why are you even-"
before he could finish i hugged him.
"please let me explain. i don't want to lose you."
he stood still for a little before he hugged me back.
"y/n. i don't understand what you need to explain. if you don't like me, you don't like me. it's fine, ok?"
"no no no ale. why are you mad at me?! i never did anything. how am i supposed to like someone i barely know?! i want to get to know you first. i really- "
"i said it's fine y/n."
"well can i hang with you guys for a bit..?"
"yeah sure."
he turned around and walked back into the living room. apparently they were watching a movie.
"hey mattia. can i sit beside you?"
"yeah sure come on."
i sat beside him and pulled the blanket from him.
"i'm cold."
"well give me some more of it. i was here first."
"fine."
i gave him half of the blanket and scooted closer to him.
"im kinda tired."
before i knew it, i was woken up. i don't even remember going to sleep though..?
"ok ale, but don't wake her up! she fell asleep, she didn't do it on purpose!"
i still pretended to be sleep. i wanted to know what they were arguing about.
"WHY DIDNT YOU MOVE HER! you're both doing it on purpose. she knows what she's doing. she's trying to make me jealous!"
ok enough is enough.. i got to see what the fuss was about.
oh shit.. i feel asleep, right in mattias lap.
"omg i'm so sorry mattia i didn't mean to."
i leaned up and moved away from him.
"y/n, go upstairs."
why was ale so mad all of a sudden..?
"what? why?? i said i was sorry!!"
"just follow me ok? i'm trying to tell you to go to sleep in the bed upstairs."
i mouthed sorry to mattia before i followed him upstairs and sat on the bed.
"ale i really didn't mean to make you mad. it was an accident i swear."
"it's cool y/n. i was overreacting."
"no ale, i really am sorry. for everything. i made everything worse when i came here. i'm really really sorry."
i was about to get up and leave when he pulled me back down into a hug.
"no. you don't have to be sorry for anything. i was just overreacting. but i've never felt like this about anyone before. when i saw you with mattia i got jealous. i know i have no reason to. but i get possessive over stuff too easily. i'm so so sorry."
we stayed silent for a little while i laid on his chest.
"just give me time ale.. i want to get to know you first. i promise. and i really didn't mean to make you jealous. it really was an accident."
"shh.. i know. it's fine now, ok? of course i'll give you time. you wanna go back downstairs?"
"uh yeah. can i sit next to you this time?"
we both got up and he nodded and put his arm around me.
"ew no the fuck."
"i see how it is 😔."
we went back downstairs and i sat beside him and laid my head on his chest. i heard his heartbeat quicken.
"you're nervous?"
he nodded and put his arm around me.
"but i'm used to it. i always get nervous around you."
i smiled at him and put my head back down.
"you're still tired?" he sounded concerned.
"yeah..? isn't that normal? i just woke up."
"i was asking so i could get you a blanket dumbass."
"oh yeah i'm sorry."
he laughed and went to get a blanket.
"if you break his heart i will literally kill you." i looked up and kairi was staring right at me.
"we're not dating, kairi. but if we were i wouldn't, i promise."
"yeah, you're not dating YET. we'll give you guys 2 weeks." everyone in the room laughed.
i smiled when i saw alejandro come back in the room.
"here. this one came straight from the dryer." he smiled at me and sat back down.
"can i put my head back on your chest? i don't want it to be weird between us..?"
"yeah of course. just don't fall in my lap like how you did mattia."
"haha :/"
i put my head back on his chest and closed my eyes. there was legit no place i'd rather be.
*UNEDITED*
wassup, it's kayla. this prob has a lot of typos so sorry :))
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