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𝐈𝐓'𝐒 𝐘𝐎𝐔;quil ateara

A/N: part 2 of the request of coldrainisnice ;) last one hope you like it!!

You can't help but think about Quil. He is acting weird today. He doesn't talk to you much and he is far away from you. It's like he doesn't want to get near to you. You shut your eyes and tried to sleep but it doesn't help. Thinking of the situation awhile ago, It made you to be wide awake up to 3 a.m. "hey (Y/N), Are you okay? Are you sick?" Bella asked as she gently touched your forehead. "I'm fine bella. It's just I didn't get to have a nice sleep last night. I'm just tired." you said and looked away. Quil's actions always crossed your mind. And days had passed he got a lot more worse. Worse than you thought. He did it again. He act like both of you never seen each other before. Like he doesn't care. You walked out your car,and put your hood on. It's raining hard. You grab the box of sweets and walked inside sam's and Emily's house. "Y/N! It's nice to see you again! You visit often. Is something wrong?" Sam said and you sat across him at the sofa. "School work." and gave him a small smile. Yes. You don't have the time visiting them because all you do is cry and slit your wrists on the dark corner of your room secretly. You don't bother to tell anyone since you thought no one cares. You pulled your jacket sleeves so your wounds cannot be seen.

"School is pretty tough huh?" Emily offered you a hot choco and you thanked her. "Yeah...r-really tough." You tried to hold back your tears so it would'nt be obvious. You continued to talk and quil barged inside. Sam looked at him and Nod. "H-hey quil." "Can I talk to you?" You agreed and followed him to the kitchen. "What is it again??" You asked. "The reason I am avoiding you because I imprinted on you y/n! I did and I couldn't help it." you stared at him. Analyzing the situation he brought in. "Y-you can't be serious" "I am...." your throat is dry. You can't barely speak. You don't know what to reply. "Quil.... I am not sure... I am sorry but....can we please... Just stay as bestfriends?" awkward. The situation become awkward. None dare to speak. "S-sure..... Uhm... Remember... An imprint can be... A borther or protector right?" He said and smiled. You tried to smile but it turns into a frown. He didn't take it. You forced yourself to smile since that's what you always do. Soon, you left and you didn't sleep properly again.

These days you've become more gloomy. Like, smile doesn't Exist to you anymore. The bullying continued.You are not the same to quil. You never let him touch you and it break his heart. And you have a lot of marks on your wrist and restless and sleepless nights. Everyone noticed it. Your parents asked you about it. "I-....I want to move....far away....please." You pleaded. Soon your parents knew what is happening to you. You never showed up or talked to your friends. Before she left, alice tried to insist her in going to their graduation party. You agreed since alice has been a good friend to you. Jacob and embry called out Quil's name only to see him kissing a girl. Jacob and embry stood there, Surprised. Jacob is so mad and His blood is boiling in anger then he punches quil to hard on his jaw and he flew to the ground bleeding. "Jacob! Calm down!" embry run to quil and helped him. "How dare you! How dare you do that to y/n! I trusted you! I fucking trust you quil! Yiu shouldn't do that! Kissing other girls so you can forget about her? Her decision?" Quil stared at the ground. Tears falling from the corner of his eyes. "I...I-Im sorry" he whispered. Jacob then, run away. And quil sat there with embry. Regretting his decision.

Quil tried so many times to apologize but jacob didn't mind him. Jacob is always talking to you and watches you from a far . like he is protecting you. He is like a big brother to you. You didn't know jacob knew you were leaving. The graduation party came and you tried your best to have fun. "Thanks for inviting me anyway" you said to alice. You sighted your bullies whispering and laughing at you. You tried your best not to mind them and enjoyed the party. Meanwhile, the rest of the pack are outside.

Tonight will be your last day here at forks. You saw quil. You need to tell him and the reason you avoid all of them. You put down your cup and walked towards him. "Hey Quil-" You stopped. One of the girls Grabbed his collar and kissed him deeply. You find it hard to breath and dizzy. You turned around and bumped into jacob. "Hey what's-" You pushed him and run away. "Y/N!" Quil yelled. Jacob blocked Quil. He glared at Quil. His fist is balled and his teeth clenched. "We have to find her." Sam ordered. You run through the dark forest. You know quil is always mad at you if you go to the forest alone because it was dangerous but now, you didn't care. You sat under the tree and cried loud. You can't take it. Everyone's hurting you. You thought that not telling them your problem would help but it didn't. You continued to cry and screamed. You grabbed a sharp rock and slit your wrists. You don't feel anything. You feel numb.

It's been hours and no one has found you yet. Quil is shaking in fear. After jacob told him everything about you. Yet, again, he felt guilty and selfish. He didn't know you are suffering alone.. He stood up and run again inside the woods. He saw you. You are staring at the sky. He panicked when he smell blood. "Tell me, do I deserve this?" you asked, tears still falling. "Look, Y/N im so sorry I didn't mean too. I am such a selfish, bad person! Please... Everything was wrong! I don't kiss her I hate her! Y/n please! Forgive me! I know I messed up but please... I love you Y/N...I do!!! Tsk!" you looked at him painfully. "You do?" he nodded and walked towards you. Locking you in his arms. "Let's go home. Take a rest... After that, let's talk..."