its 7:00 in the morning. mattia havent woken up so i decide to make him a breakfast.. i make bread w avocado and some sandwiches too its started greats. my heads not hurts but im limp. yea OFC. im done making it. im a bit tired so im put my head on the table w my hands on it.
mattias pov*
im waking up without sams beside me. bruhh my girl, why u always go like that when ure sick
so im going downstairs i see her head on the table
conv*
mattia: why ure here sam baeee
y/n: im sorrryyyyyy🥺 good morningg, i make u breakfast
mattia: *from hearts/in the hearts "ik she just doesn't want me protect her bc im just woke up.. // good morning too!
y/n: i have to changing, wait for me.. eat it!
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i go changing, wash my face.. my body r so weak and hurts. i go downstair after all of this. i don't want mattia worry abt me so im trynna act like im okay. i come to him i told him to go home but he keep say that he don't want to go home.
mattiaspov*
bruh sam ik ur not alrigjt, pls stop act like u okay, ik u.
—y/n
so we was gonna go to my room again for playing xbox togetherr
but in the stair my head back in action holy moly dude and and im stopped i hold his hand tight i cant act like im okay again im totally- my left hand got scratches the end of the stairs.. its bleeding!!
conv*
mattia: SAM HO- I ALREADY KNOW UR NOT ALRIGJT DONT FYCKING BE LIKE THAT *hes mad he carry me to my room he sit me on the floor
y/n: im okay i promise..🥺
mattia get some tissue and a medicine
hes mad hes really angry
mattia: i'll seriously protecting u now.
me in my heart; shoot.😳
—y/n
im hugging him, i kissed his neck i said thankyou i love u so much thankyou for all of this bb. and he hugging me tight. i was going to standing up he stooped me he said : "hey hey hey i will not letting u go w/o me now" BRUH FINE he help me stands he hold my hips and my hands
conv*
mattia: where you wanna go again im tired can u just sit and comfortable w me
y/n: i want but-
mattia: what huh? come on sit again
y/n: fine😏
*we sit again i put my head on his shoulder while he embrace me.
mattia: ur head hot omg
y/n: wtf its already hot like one night and u just realize it?
mattia; sam u sure u okay
y/n: YESSSSSSSS
mattia: tell me what u feel now
y/n: just weak weak and weak babyyy❤️
mattia: im worried as hell
y/n: no please no pretend like im not w u
mattia: never
y/n: can u pls go home? i want u with ur fam not often w mee
mattia: tmr bae not now ur still sick
y/n: IM ALRIGJTYTTT
mattia: no.
—y/n
im literally fell asleep at his shoulder
hes so comfy i cant tell how comfy...
mattias pov*
shes sleeping in my shoulder but i move her to the bed so she can have a good sleep. 1hr later i was gonna go downstair to get my laptops real quick bc i havent put it at sams room.. but im scared if she gonna woke up but i think i'll run
*i hug her first
then i go
a seconds later im back, thank god shes havent wake up... im playing my phone for awhile
—y/n
im so so lazy to wake up but im finally wake up i literally take a very good sleep🤩 i love sleeping lol when im sick only😉, mattia is sitting on the floor playing his phone... i come to him w/o any distraction lol so i can hug him from back but i see him texting his friend// alejandro..
so ale ask him "how is she? i mean sam" and mattia really said "lol sometimes she like looking for attention but shes nice tho"
after that im literally go out my room i slamming my door im losing my mind idek how to react...
he- why is he did that to me??
i get my car key but when im going to my house door, he stooped me he pull me to him he grab my key he hold me tight on his chest, its hurts.. its really tight
conv*
y/n: mattia u hurts me
mattia: r u losing ur mind?!
y/n: YES, yes im losing it
mattia: whats wrong w u
y/n: if u don't want me to go, u go
mattia; whyyyyy, why u like this
y/n: idc again, if u still thought im looking for ur attention im done. yesterday i really really about to passed out if im not hold ur hand but i don't want u to worry abt me if im passed out.
mattia; sam, not like that
y/n: no im done. give me my key. PLEASE!
mattia: no sam no *he pushing me away SO HARD
we silent
—y/n
my neck is bleeding after that bc he pushing me to the table and my neck got into the end of the table witches sharp
im silent, he losing his mind more than me. i cannot standing up, i cant do anything, this is not a little wound. im losing many blood but after that ale come to my house. see all of this.AWEEE WHATS GOOD?? SEE U AT PART 11 TO SEE HOW MATTIA AND ALE REACT👀👀❤️