Regret [One Shot]

Regret

One word, 6 letters but it pains like hell.

Here I am standing from a far watching my man marrying another woman .

I want to stop him from marrying her.

I want to stop the wedding but how can I do that?

I know that he's happy right now, so how can I ruin his happiness?

I am hurting right now and its my fault.

"I do"

Hearing them saying their I do's and exchanging their vows breaks my heart.

Kung sana naging matapang lang ako noon na ipaglaban  ang relasyon na meron kami noon, siguro ay kami ang kinakasal ngayon siguro masaya din ako. Pero Hindi eh, naging duwag ako at pinagdudahan ko pa ang pagmamahal niya sakin. Nasilaw ako noon sa pera, sa kagustuhang makapagtapos ng Hindi man lang isinaalang-alang ang mararamdaman niya at ang mga isinakripisyo niya para sakin .

Yes, I choose money over love. I choose the easiest way to have a degree. I choose to leave him. Pagod na kasi akong magtrabaho para lang makapag-aral, that's why when his parents approach me giving me a big offer, a big amount of money but in exchange I have to leave him. Upon hearing their offer ay tinanggap ko kaagad ang offer nila leaving him without saying anything nor a simple goodbye.

I graduated, I became very successful in my chosen career but something's missing. Despite all the success I have gain I feel so empty. Dahil wala na siya sa piling ko, I miss my man who always cheers me up whenever I feel so down, but sad to say he isn't my man now he already belongs to someone else's arms now, someone who is better than me. Someone who can fight for him. I regretted leaving him but its too late, I'm too late now. He is already happy while I'm so broken right now.

I Ayreish Montano the girl full of regrets.