The guy she made me

idk what the next numeral is

lucy pov

yeah so maybe i should be dealing with this better. but what do you expect!? i'm upset so instead of yknow talking to people i asked laxus to take me out to the old spot. which conveniently is a junk yard. so i'm just fucking shit up now. laxus looks like he wants to ask but he knows i guess that i won't talk. so we're both just letting off some steam.

"hey lulu! here" laxus dan up and handed me a joint. guess i didn't notice that he grabbed some stuff.

"thanks lax" i take it and he lights it while i take a long breath.
we sit down on an old couch and just vibe for a second.

"so you wanna talk about it?"
yes
"no"
"are you sure?"
please god
"..."
"i'm here for you if you want to dude"
"...it just hurt ya know?"
he nods
"he was supposed to be family. weather we were together that way or not he promised to have my back and i promised to have his.

"so him leaving like that. it just hurt. it dealt like getting stabbed in the heart.

"it was bad enough the things he did in the relationship. but i was willing to forgive him. but he left. he left me and everybody else too. and now on top of all of that he's willingly giving up our info."

damn this weed was some good shit.

"i get what you mean. it did hurt. but i think you should learn to move on. he's no longer family. he disowned himself. so we gotta separate old him from the new him and focus on the fact that he's no the same person anymore. i didn't know him as well as you or gray but being betrayed like that wasn't fun for anyone. so i think you should stop mopping around, get off your ass, and focus on what's in front of you. you've been upset and on edge for days lu natsu is so worried about you and your just sitting in your pain."

...
he's right
"your right....we should go now..one more scream before we leave?"
i look at him hopefully. pulling out the puppy dog eyes and everything.

"yeah fine just knock it off" he laughs a little while i explode in a grin.

laxus has always been like a big brother to me. it's good to know he has my back and will call me out on my shit.

i take a deep breath and
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

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a little bit of sibling love to make up for lost time.