What is love

Over?

I woke up at 12 pm again. My phone was going off like crazy.
WHERE ARE YOU!!!
IM WORRIED
TEXT ME
NAT!
WHERE ARE YOU
It was from Jake. Chad came in the room. Chad! What should I say?! I asked handing him my phone to read the text Jake sent me. Chad started typing. What the hell are you putting? I asked. You'll see said Chad. he handing me back my phone.
IM AT CHADS! HE CAN ACTUALLY MAKE SURE I GET TO SOMEWHERE SAFE..
Chad! Wtf! OMG I can't believe you said that to him! He thinks it's me! Omg... I said yelling at Chad. Dude! He left you at a curb to cry and get wet. That's not a gentle man. He deserves the truth. Said Chad walking back into the kitchen. I put my phone on the table and headed to Chad. and I punched him really hard in the stomach. Ouch! Wtf!! He said holding his stomach. Your a butt face! I yelled at him. He's a butt fave he doesn't deserve you! Chad yelled. He's the only one that would ever want me! I yelled back at Chad. Thats BS! I want you! I want to be able to kiss you! To hugged you! To be able to call you my girlfriend! Said Chad. Why Chad? Why? I asked looking at him in the eyes. So I can do this Chad said kissing me on the lips. Chad slowly released from my lips. He looked at me and then walked into his room. I walked over to the table and thought about what Chad said.. He was right I didn't deserve this.. at least I don't think. what if it gets worse with Jake?... Idk... I looked at my phone 6 iMessages from Jake.
WTF ARE YOU DOING WITH HIM
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT
NAT
sorry I'm in all caps..
Just text me I don't understand
Why are you with him and alone?

Because he drove me home yesterday because I didn't have a ride I couldn't find one and my phone died so I couldn't call anyone and it started raining like hard and I was alone crying by myself and Chad drove me home.. I have a cold and I'm staying with Chad and he's helping me out with this BS that's starting... thank you and stop texting me for right now I mean I know Stephanie will be pissed if your texting another girl? I sent the messages^^^
I started crying. Hey hey... I'm sorry if I made you cry I didn't mean to! Said Chad hugging me. Its not that.. I said showing him the text. Im proud of you.. he said hugging me again.. I don't know if I'm proud of myself I thought.