it's been 4 years I no longer felt anything but loneliness and the pain I learned to be tough because everyone is alike but why I feel that he is different ........ why his smile is different then the others fake smiles? When the walls of ice aroun...
Mew POV Gulf was to sad and hurt when he gets to his room after I slapped him it ,, that was the stupidest thing I do in my life ..all this time I dream about touching him and kissing his cheeks and lips , hug him, and now I slap him ....Damn, I'm a bastard . I am who the most hurt him , even though it was my duty to make him happy. I ruined the most beautiful day of his life...... why I cry now. All of this is because of me. it's my fault 😭😭 only my fault he was so happy because my surprise I made it for him this morning ..... What a stupid plan to make his classmates give him gifts my gift it would have been enough for him and the gifts for our friends I had to listen to Tum Tum:"are you alright buddy ?" Mew:"😢😥😢😢" Saint:" love ,, guys let's close the night and go home we have school tomorrow 😔😞" Zee:" you are right let's go I will take you home .... Mew I will send someone tomorrow to take Saint car " Lhong:" come on baby we have to go to .... good night everyone " Tar:" 😞😔😢 you don't coming Tum ?" Tum:" go first I will go on taxi to home ..... good night guys 👋👋"
Everyone leftwith disappointment on they faces no one of them knowing what to do or what to say .... I sit on the floor crying 😭😭 Tum was looking at me like it was the first time that he see me Mew:" you should go to it's too late and you can't find a cab in this time see you tomorrow ..... And thank you for everything brother 🙏🙏" He hug me and go as well like the other do .... I sit there for a while and I decide to go to bed although I do not feel sleepy I went up the stairs heavily ....I stood in front of his door and put my head on the door. I am really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you I really love you ❤️ I said it and goes to my room
Gulf POV
After 4 days
It's past 4 days since our first fight I don't feel good I can't sleep without 😔 him saying " good night my angel " I couldn't eat without listening to him talk we still eat together but he doesn't look at me at all ...he still driving me to school every day but he became my drive I don't like that I what him to smile at me I'm dieing without his smile..... I tried a lot to apologized to him but he did not give me any opportunity to speak even the words of apology are squeezed in my throat
At the school
Today I decide to get some help from Saint and his friends they're the only people who can tell me how to get back Mew to me 4 days was a enough for me to live without him and the master and the lady will be back soon and I can't do anything after they come back 😔 In lunch period I look for them and did not find anyone of them , and when I lost hope I left the school restaurant but I saw Tommy and Jimmy watch some thing on the phone
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I Sped up to go to them Gulf:"........ Jimmy:" what do you want?😡😡" Tommy:" love ♥️ please let him talk first ...." Jimmy:" after what he did ... Gulf:" I'm so sorry I didn't mean to hurt you ... I was so stupid ....I had to understand the situation ..... before I rushed to judgment I lost faith in people for a long time, and I no longer distinguish between those who love me and those who want to harm me ...... I really sorry" Saint:" don't worry we understand that and we forgive you right guys
