New feelings? (All might x reader) student

chapter 10

Hey, I ended up getting summer school so I'll have my computer for the next 4 weeks hahaaha. So I was kinda thinking about adding Shota into the mix, maybe maybe not. warning, self-harm and suicidal thoughts.

your pov

I stare into the dark abyss that is so called my room. I can't sleep, all I do is think and I can't stop. Everything's s loud but I can't hear a sound.

Turning over I look at the clock and its only 2 Am. Sighing I grab my pillow and hold it to my chest. 'Why didn't they want me?' 

Running a hand through my messy locks, I get up and put on some shorts and a Tshirt along with a hoodie. Grabbing my keys off my desk I head for the door and lock it behind me.

I head to the roof of the building and unlock the door. 'Good thing I'm friends with the owner.' Looking out I can tell it's raining, but I head out anyway. I shut and lock the door and walk out to the edge of the roof.

It was calm and the moon was barely showing through the clouds. Within minutes I'm covered and my white t-shirt shows my body underneath. I move my Hoodie and zip it 1/3 of the way. I breath in the rainy air and I smile.

I think back to All Might and start to think. 'Why does he care? Is he that close to Toshi?' I sigh and look down in to the city. People are still walking around but only a few. I look down to the sidewalk at the bottom. 

"What if.." I take a step closer to the edge and keep my gaze down. I take another step, my feet half way off the building.

Tears fill my eyes and I sob."Why didn't they want me, why couldn't the be proud." I look up into the sky and I try to scream, but nothing comes out. Just more tears.

I hug my self scratching at my sleeves ripping the fabric. Warmth hist my arms and I pull my hands away from my arms. Blood. My quirk! Looking closer at my finger tips I see sharp bone poking out.

"Why..." I fall backwards and Hit the gravel. I let the rain take my tears away and I keep my eyes close. Sitting up I  stare into the building across from mine, losing myself into the sound of the rain.

Hours pass and the rain stops, with that I stand and head for the door. I lock it back up and head for my door, going inside I fall to the ground and everything went black.

ALL MIGHTS  pov

I turned over and grabbed one of the many pillows on my bed, holding it to my chest. 'Why can't I stop thinking of her?' Sighing I get up and look at the clock. "4 AM" 

Pain hits me and I cough up blood. Shaking my head I walk over to the bathroom and rinse my mouth taking off my shirt. Looking up I can see my half dead eyes.

Closing my eyes I turn away from my reflection and frown. "Why do you even think anyone will like you anyway." Thinking back to (Y/n) I hit my face on the door. "A 15 year old to say the least"

Yawning I walk to the icebox and grab a water bottle. 'Work outs..." My eyes widen and a soft smile makes its way to my face. "It wouldn't hurt anyone if me and her worked out together...would it?"

'Yes, it would. You have 2 jobs that can be at risk.' I roll my eyes and Think of Young Midoriya. 'But I work out with him soooo....'

I grab my phone and text Midoriya.

All Might🌻: Hey, I was wondering if you wouldn't mind having another classmate join in our work outs? 4:56am

Young one🥦: Why are you texting so early? I guess, it's up to you and who? Will it be Kachan 👀  4:58am

All Might🌻: Great and no it will be (l/n) (y/n)! 4:58am

Young one🥦: Oh! I didn't think it would have been her...Wait does she know? 5:01am

All Might🌻: No she doesn't but i'll be coming in my normal form (Skinny). and don't cll me all might when you see me, more or less i'll be coming with her. 5:02

I turn my phone off and look out my window into the dark blue sky. It stoped raining but everything is still covered and the lights are shining bright from the buildings.

Staring out longer and longer I think back to how (y/n) was hurt. how many times have I seen her and she be injured or spaced out. 

"uh...I wish I could be closer to her, then maybe she'll open up to me."

Your pov

I snap my eyes open and sit up. Looking around I can tell the day has started. Sighing I get up and go to the bathroom. When i turn to the mirror all I can do is stare. 

My eyes are red and my arms are covered in claw marks and blood. I look down at my hands and can see the dried blood under my nails.

Looking at the clock its 7:32am. Pealing my hoodie off my body I turn on the shower warming it to my liking. Once done undressing myself I look at my body, tears fill my eyes once again.

Tracing my fingers along my scared body I shiver and grab at myself. "Why, why can't I be pretty, why can't I love myself enough." 

I take one more look at myself before the mirror fogs up leaving my face till there nothing more than a foggy figure.

I throw away my bloody clothes and hop into the warm water. It stings but I don't feel it, My minds so cloudy. I stare down at the drane and watch the maroon water until its clear again.

30 minutes go bye and I'm making a bowl of cereal and pop some teeth in, still in a towel. Moving from the kitchen to the room. Finding some bandages for the gashes in my arms and putting on my uniform.

Finishing My food I find my school bag and grab my keys leaving. I walk down the stairs and out the apartment doors walking to my right. I see blond locks and my heart starts to race.

I smile and  start to jog my way to his side. Maybe I can stay in this world for a bit longer, for him.

an:Wonk i'm done!!! I hope yall enjoyed this and i kinda need help for a hero name, any ideas??

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