You hadn't spoken to the girls in awhile for what they did to you. You didn't know it, but they were worried about you and felt extremely guilty.
You had been overworking yourself and abandoning your health. Physically, mentally and emotionally. You wanted the comeback to be perfect, you wanted it to be the best. Tomorrow was the day you'd promote on music shows since that was the day the M/V would be dropping.
Your group was already gaining immense popularity in Korea from your appearances on variety shows and commercials. You were almost becoming Koreas it-girl, even for a foreigner. Your fan base grew bigger and bigger everyday. You had almost forgotten about the incident that made your heart shatter.
"Alright girls, that's it for today. Good luck tomorrow! Get a good rest!" Your manager was the most sweetest human being on earth. Because of her, your group never missed a meal, even when you were a smaller group and didn't have much money to spend on things.
Go-Eun ran up to you and tried to speak to you but you turned the other way and started stretching.
"Y/N talk to me. It's been too long." Her voice sounded hurt, you couldn't help but turn around.
"What?" You said with no emotion, now stretching the other side of your body.
"We're sorry, okay? We're worried about you. You know you've been ov-"
"Overworking myself? Hell yeah I am. Do you want this comeback to be another fucking flop? I'm practically carrying the group while you guys slack off to go get ice cream everyday. Hell, I'm a better leader then Olive over there!"
You immediately regret saying that.
Olive trained for so long, she thought she would never debut. She almost quit but because her family was poor, she owed it to them to keep going. You knew all of that.
You looked at Olive who had looked down at her feet while streams of tears fell down her face. She instantly took off while she was sobbing.
Fast footsteps came towards you and suddenly a hand met your face. You looked at the person who's face was scrunched. She was enraged.
"I can't believe you would say that to her. You know what she's been through! How could you say that? How could you possibly think that was okay?"
Aiko, the most compassionate, sweetest, beautiful girl was angry with you. Someone who was always quiet but someone who was always sticking up for you because she knew your experiences well.
Now she was angry. And you were terrified.
She left the room in quiet footsteps. Fish followed her out. Only you and Go-Eun remained.
You felt horrible and eventually started crying in the middle of the practice room. Go-Eun grabbed you and held you close.
"Don't worry Y/N-ah we're almost there. We're sorry for what we did to you." She held you tighter. "I know you didn't mean what you said."
"I know you Y/N."
***
It was late at night and you couldn't get any rest so you walked outside of the companies building and sat on a curb.
Suddenly a pair of long legs appeared in front of your eyes.
"Ahhh!" You yelped and jumped up from the curb. A boy with a bowl cut met your eyes.
"Hey Y/N."
"Y-Yugyeom! Why are you here?!?" You looked away. You were all flustered because of how good he looked. It felt like you were in the presence of prince.
"You haven't responded in the chats for awhile. I just wanted..." he cleared his throat. "To make sure you were okay."
"I'm totally fine!"
He took a step closer to you and raised your chin with his finger. "You know, this isn't like you."
You felt your cheeks get hot.
"You used to be so active in the group chat. You always found a way to make me...I mean the members and me laugh."
"A-ah well I left." You turned your face away from him out of embarrassment.
"What why would you leave the chat? Did something happen between you and someone?" He put his hands in his pocket and leaned on the tips of his feet, then his heels. "I'm asking too much aren't I?"
"N-no it's just I- you know...l-left on accident?" You said trying to sound convincing.
"Ahaaaa." Yugyeom definitely wasn't falling for it. "You know, JB was the one who was worried about you the most. Even though he barely replies he reads the conversations a lot."
"JB?" You yell. "Ah- uh..I mean pshh why would he care? He's got a girlfriend. He shouldn't care about other girls." You sat back down on the curb.
"Oh...yeah." Yugyeom says scratching his head, then joins you on the curb. "Haha I don't mean to sound rude but that isn't going so well..."
"HAH?" You say almost a little to excitedly. "I mean...ah never mind it's none of my business."
You and Yugyeom both look at the street lamps for a bit and watch the white moths make circles around it. You still can't believe it.
You're sitting next to KIM FREAKING YUGYEOM!!!
And you had been texting with the rest of GOT7. They had become your friends. It was like a dream.
But sometimes you wish you could wake up and get back to reality.
Because you wouldn't of gotten hurt.
"What's on your mind?" Yugyeom says turning to you.
Oh god. Why does he have to be so smoking hot? He looks like total boyfriend material in these dim lights. It should be inappropriate to think that way now, you're not a fan girl anymore. You're a friend.
But he looked so god damn irresistible.
"Ah, just the comebacks tomorrow! Hope you're looking forward to it!" You raise two thumbs up and smile forcefully.
"Y/N-ah." He suddenly takes his long arms and wraps them around you completely. His embrace made you feel soft and made your heart pound. His cologne was sweet like a fruit, but also had the smell of wood. Matching his personality flawlessly. "I'm here."
You ended up telling Yugyeom everything. The crush, the silent treatments, the fight. Saying everything out loud made you really think about how shitty you were acting. Over a dumb boy.
When you were done Yugyeom looked shocked.
"Y/N, I-"
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Eclipse | L.JB X Reader
FanfictionYou're an aspiring kpop idol, making your way up to the top to become like your inspirations, GOT7. Only for it to be later issued that your bias has a girlfriend. But you end up driving him mad.