Diana's POV
I walked into school and everyone was staring at me. I wonder why? I got to my locker and grabbed my things for the day. When I closed my locker I got the fright of my life when Eleanor what there.
"Jesus El, you scared the shit out of me!" I said laughing
"Sorry! So, how're you doing?" she asked concerned
"About..?" I asked confused
"Harry and-" she stopped mid sentence as Harry and Lexi passed by us...hand in hand. Oh.
"Fine. I didn't even like him." I said calmly
"Oh okay, but if you need someone to talk to, then call me. We're friends now and I care about you" she said embracing me in a bear hug
"Love ya too El." I said smiling.
"I gotta go to class, catch up with ya later!" I said smiling
"Cool, i'll text ya!" she responded walking away.
When she was out of side I booked it to the washroom and locked the doors. I heard the bell ring but I didn't care. I quickly checked all the stalls and it was only me. I looked in the mirror and I was crying. Full on crying. Why? I can't even begin to explain. I wasn't in control. My tears just wouldn't stop. My mascara that was once perfect was now a mess. I slowly sunk down and lost it. After about 10 minutes someone knocked on the door. Shit.
"Hellloooo?" asked a bitchy voice. Ew, Lexi.
"I'm getting the principal to open this door unless you open it now. I can hear you crying so just open it." she said sounding annoyed.
Option one, If I don't open it the principal does and I get in trouble, plus Lexi see's me and knows that I was crying.
Option two, I open the door and Lexi see's me and knows that I was crying.
Wow, lose lose much? I looked over at the window and a light bulb went off. I started to climb the window ledge and was able to pop the window open. I threw my backpack out the window and it landed on the bushes. Luckily, I was on the first floor, it was still going to be a farish jump though. I was knocked out of my thoughts my a loud knock on the door.
"OPEN UP!" I hear the principal yell."That's it I'm opening the door!" I hear him say. I can see the handle turning, then without second thought...I jumped.
I landed hard on the bushes. It really hurt, but I could still walk. I picked up my bag and headed for my car. I unlocked it and started to drive. I needed to go somewhere far away.
I was driving and I finally reached the road beside the forest. I parked my car and frantically started running through the forest. I was getting worried that I might have forgotten where it was, but then I found it. The tree my parents and I used to go to. I sat down under the tree and started to cry. This time, I knew no one was going to stop me. I could let it out.
Harry's POV
I wonder why Diana wasn't in English? Where is she, is she okay? Did I really hurt her that much, I mean I saw her this morning, she made it clear she hated me. Right? Fuck, she's all I can think about. I was interrupted by my thoughts by Louis.
"Mate, who're you dating?" he asked as we were walking to lunch.
"Lexi..." I replied, was it not obvious?
"Okay..." he mumbled
"Why?" I asked
"I thought- well, I was thinking maybe-never mind" he said before walking away. Louis and I were like brothers and he always told me everything. His opinion really mattered to me, and if something was bothering him, I wanted to know.
"Louis, tell me." I said with an upset tone.
"I thought you might have liked Diana and maybe you would find a girl that was actually dateable." he spat out.
"Dateable? Lexi is dateable!" I retorted
"She's fuckable, there's a difference. Have you completely forgotten that she cheated on you?" he asked. Of course I haven't forgotten that. That's one of the most heartbreaking things that's ever happened to me.
"No.Bu-"
"Harry just forget I said anything." he said before sitting down and starting a conversation with Niall and Liam. He looked really disappointed. It was my life not his. Yet...it bothers me that Louis thinks of me like that...
Whatever.
*HOURS LATER AT HOME*
"HI MOM I'M HOME!" I yell throwing my bag down and plopping on the couch. My mom walks into the living room and she looks pissed off.
"Hey mom, sup?" I ask smiling
"Su-p?" she says popping the p. Oh yeah, she's pissed. What the fuck did I do this time?
"What did I do wrong?" I ask, might as well get this over with.
"You slept with Lexi again?" I asked
"Y-yeah we're dating again so..." I mumbled
"You're a real pain Harry. Why can't you actually date a real girl?" she asked
"Like who exactly mom?" I replied
"ANYONE ELSE BUT HER! SHE'S THE BIGGEST SLUT AT YOUR SCHOOL!" She yelled
"How do you know?" I spat
"Harry, every single mother who sends their kid there knows that!" she replied.
"I know she's the town slut but...she's..." I was at a loss for words. She's---. She's really nothing special. Probably equivalent to a prostitute. She's just, bland. She doesn't play a musical instrument, she's not smart, she can't sing, she can't draw, she sucks at all sports, she can't dance unless it's grinding. Her personality is bitchy, she's mean, she's a little racist too.The only thing Lexi is good at is fucking, and looking fuckable. I'm dating a whore. Fuck.
"See Harry. You can't say one good thing about your own girlfriend. How sad is that? What happened to you Harry? Where's my son?" she asked.
"I-I don't know." I replied
"Find out soon, because I'm getting tired of trusting you and letting you make your own decisions if you're going to keep making the wrong ones over and over again." she said walking away. She gave me that look. The same look Louis did. She was disappointed in my too.
I ran up to my room and slammed the door shut. I started bawling. I never in my life thought I would disappoint my best friend or even my mother. I feel so ashamed. I'm a disappointment.
I'm useless.
