I Love You, Goodbye

Chapter 1

Chapter 1:

I am Yunice Nicole Axel Buenafrancia, but people call me Yna, I am turning Eighteen this coming Thursday. This is the most special day for me. The most special day that I will never forget in my life. My debut is the most awaited moment in my life. It is exactly what I dreamt of, a beautiful dress with the grandest preparation together with my friends and my family.

My crush, Axcel Terence Vargaz, is my first dance. Totally the greatest gift that I could receive during my birthday. I feel like I could die anytime right here in his arms, but it's not yet the time. He is my childhood friend. Our family considered us as childhood sweetheart, but little did they know that he was never mine. No matter what I do he never considered me more than as a sister and friend to him. We have 4 years gap in our age, but that doesn't make my feelings change for him.

When I was 3 years old. I always visit Aunt Veronica's House not just to play but to see Axcel. He loves playing his guitar with his delicate hands and sing songs with his angelic voice. I've always wanted to sing with him, just a song.

When he entered grade school, he is immediately the heart throb of the school. Every girls and boys admire him because of his talent and looks. Every girl dreams of being his girlfriends. I feel them cause I've always felt that when we see each other in their residence. Then, every afternoon I always asks my mother to allow me to go with Aunt Veronica to fetch Axcel form his school.

When I entered middle school, I asked mom to allow me to attend a voice lesson despite of my broken voice. I was pretty sure that I can at the very least sing a song for Axcel's Birthday, in 4 months. I prepared everything for my performance in his birthday. In voice lessons, I met Claenn, the son of the voice coach. He sings very well like his dad, almost comparable to Axcel.

Claenn and I became great friends. I was taught by him on how to control my vocals. I tried not to stalk Axcel every time in the school to avoid him suspecting having my surprise on his birthday. But I always made sure that I will have a glimpse of him, and that made me very satisfied. Claenn and I practice our birthday song for Axcel. I learned that they were club mates and know each other for a long time.

On the birthday of Axcel, Mom told Aunt Veronica about my surprise. They were both excited on what will the reaction of Axcel will be. I will sing the song during his entrance to the reception. I was pretty excited because it was a cold starry night. The instruments started to play and the whole Vargaz Family made their entrance and Axcel will be the last person to enter, and when he steps I will start singing the song for him.

I was excited and nervous at the same time, and Claenn saw through my nervousness and came to me on the stage to calm me down. I've calmed down and Axcel started to enter, I've started singing with my eyes closed and started to feel the song. Claenn told me to stay my eyes closed when I sing the song so that it will have greater impact and feelings on it. I sang and listened to my voice while singing, I slowly opened my eyes in the middle of the singing, and I saw Claenn with a girl clinging on his arm. I suddenly stopped singing but the instruments are still going on. My eyes started to water, and my heart slowly breaks into pieces. Indeed, the surprise that I made was great but the surprise he brought me was greater.

I ran as fast as I could on the pond of the Vargaz. I sat on the stone chair near the pond while catching up on my breath. I cried heavily on the shoulder of Claenn who followed me right after I walked out. I was so focused on my surprise for him and not paid any attention on his activities. Claenn told me that Axcel was already pursuing Dianne 2 months ago. I cried even more after hearing what he said.

My breath is running out as I cry and cry on Claenn shoulders because of the pain that I felt inside. I feel like I'm going to explode on what was going on inside my heart. I feel like my heart is tightening and getting harder to breathe. Claenn noticed about my difficulty and immediately ran to call my parents to send me to the hospital.

I know that I was in a very critical situation that time, my world slowly turning black as I desperately breathe. Before I lost my consciousness.