All you left behind~Mattia polibio

Pt.3

I put Mila to her bed and she took a nap while I laid on my bed looking at the ceiling crying listening to triple redd ^^^ (play song please tehe)

I felt numb.... like if I got shot I wouldn't feel it.

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2 weeks later

Um it's 2 weeks later and I've never been such a mess, my hair is always in a messy bun, I always have jabez's sweaters be forgot, and sum baggy sweatpants, I try to do my makeup but end up smudging my mascara all over my face when i cry

I rarely eat but still make food for Mila, I don't really ever sleep unless I cry myself to sleep

Today I was going to New Jersey to visit my mom which I was really scared about since I look a mess

I took a shower and dressed into this

( with Grey champion slides)

And I changed Mila into this

And her shoes were

We went to the airport and landed at New Jersey

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At moms house

Karlas mom ( km)
Km: AHHH MIJA LLEGASTE ( ahh honey your here)
kar: hola mamá * weak smile* ( hi mom)
Km: donde está mi guapo? ( nickname for jabez)
( wheres my handsome?)
Kar: mamá....este de eso quiero hablar.... ( mom that's what I wanna talk about)
Km: hay no, no me digas que lo hico? ( oh god don't tell me he did it)
Kar: si.... ( yes...)
She pulled me into a hug and when she looked down and saw Mila she said
Km: AHHH MI NIETA PRECIOSA
And picked her up and swung her around
Well you see when I was pregnant I did know and I got pregnant at 14, I was drunk and was grinding on some boy and we yk what that led to... I started having pregnancy symptoms so I went to the doctor and they told me I was a month pregnant.. I didn't tell him and just kept it between me and my mom till my dad caught up and he kicked me out..

But good thing my mom homeschooled me the relief when my mom was happy about me having a child although she didn't like that I got drunk and los rly v card at 14 but my dad on the other hand wasn't so happy that he kicked me out but now my parents got a divorce bc my dad had a alcohol problem and was toxic towards my mom so they divorced and now my mom lives with my two brothers and my dog "chiquita" lmfao I didn't call her that 😭 anyway yeah so after my dad kicked me out I got a apartment by working at a taco truck anyway a after my dad kicked me out and I started working

I met jabez one day and we started dating and eventually I gave birth to Mila and he was there every step of the way

I was super duper happy with him but things happen :(

2 hours later

There was a knock on the door

Km: I'll get it
She opened the door and it was some lady she was very beautiful and looks around the same age as my mom
???: hi um were the new neighbors
Km: oh hii come in please come in
???: oh em gracias
Km: o tú hablas español?
???: ah tu también?
Km: jaja si, si hablo español soy mexicana
K
???: yo también! Oh perdón soy camilla
Km: es placer a conocerte camilla soy Verónica ( moms name)
Camilla (ca)
Ca: el placer es mío :)
While they had their convo me and Mila were chilling in the kitchen just eating and watching YouTube when camilla left 5 minutes later she came back with some boy but it wasn't any boy it was....

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Ahh im so sorry for the cliffhanger but i am going to spam tonight so there will be a lot more :) and vote please :)