journal where I get hit or mentally abused 👌

harsh baby hours

03/06/2020 at approximately 06:40pm :

my mom started yelling at me cause I didn't take the right chicken out of the freezer and I know she wanted to hit me. she went towards me and walked the other way. she was screaming that I'm a disappointment and never do anything right. now I'm crying all alone in my room cause of that goddamn sensitivity. I hate myself.

nobody's ever proud of me. nobody cares about me...

I'm really sad and lonely. I wish I had somebody...