Little Things

Accepting the Unacceptable?

I jerked my head up, startled by a loud shriek. ' what the fuck? '

I was trying to take a nap on my seat and a psycho just disturbed it.

I look around finding where the irritating noise coming from and found a laughing Jeza. I mentally groan.

" the hell jez ? Shut the fuck up, I'm trying to sleep" throwing a crumpled paper on her face but missed.

" loser " stucking her tongue out and giggled. " you should see your face when I shriek! I - it was epic!! " bursting out laughing.

" yah? Like what was that for?!" I shouted at her irritated.

"What? I don't want you to sleep." taping his nails on her desk her left brow up.

Its the middle of the second semester.We were both at a vacant classroom on the 5th floor of the engineering complex of our school.Just the two of us. I was supposed to be studying for our analytic geometry test but ended up sleeping while jeza is charging her phone.

"Why? " rubbing my temples. I'm experiencing a massive headache right now.

We dont have classes to attend anymore.

"Coz if you sleep, I don't have anyone to talk to!" Pounting his lips and crossing her arms over her chest acting like a five year old.

" you could have just wake me up properly not shriek and scare me to death!"

"Yah but I wanted to see your face when your shock. It was just so funny" giggling again. Hitting her seat hysterically like some lunatic.

" what kind of best friend are you? " jokingly punching her on her arm giggling with her.

"Hey!" She gently pushed me " the best of course!"

"Yeah.whatever you say bestfriend" smiling at her. " we have to live, I'm hungry.What time is it? "

We stand up, ready to live , but the world rottated around me. 'Woohhw'

"Its 3 --- hey you okey? " she sounded so worried helping me stand still.

" yep. So okey " giving her a thumbs up while forcing a smile.

" Carlene Grace don't you dare lie to me! I know something's up. Tell me! " she ordered but concern still evident on her voice.

When I didn't answer, she squeeze my arm lightly giving me a concerned look.

" no really , im okey " giving her a reassuring smile hoping she'll buy.

We collected our things and start to walk slowly down the hall. We walk side by side .

" what makes you think I'm not okey? Your being silly "

She look at me unconvinced. I look away.

"I'm really okey jez.don't worry" we were nearing the elivator now. " so okey" then smiled.

" no your not! " we came to a halt.

She tug the hem of my shirt forcing my self to look at her. Her eyes were pleading. Asking for the truth.

"Somethings wrong, I can feel it. Your acting weird for days looking so ill ! "

Suddenly , all the emotions that ihave kept for days came rushing on me. Unstoppable.

Lunging on my best friends arm, tears streaming down my face.

Good thing their aren't students on the hallway. I definitely look pathetic. That would be so embarrassing.