Way Back

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I still remember a time
When I was young
The situation wasn't good, but I would never complain
Bedtime stories and cookies for the night
I couldn't wait for the next day, to get up and go outside
So careless, so free.
Relieved of pain, full of happiness
Looking outside the window, watching the rain fall down, watching every single drop run down
I'm standing in front of the mirror - look how I've grown up
But today I know, the older you get, the more the pain will grow
As a child you could fall down, but always get back up
I miss those times.

(wish I could turn back time (x3) )

Wish I could turn back time, and cherish every moment I had
Being as careless, as free
I wish those times would last forever, take me back, just once again
I'm getting lost inside my mind
And now I wish
That I could turn back time

It feels like I'm living life crawling on my knees
It seems like everything there once was, was all a dream
It never was perfect, but I never really cared about the bad things
I would stay, because I wasn't hunted inside by something I didn't realize
But now the past has caught onto me, but I'm still running away from it
I want to let go, want to focus on the future... But everytime I try, I don't see anything.
I want to know, when will it end?
I couldn't wait to grow older
But now, getting older means going through hell.

(wish I could turn back time (x3) )

Wish I could turn back time, and cherish every moment I had
Being as careless, as free
I wish those times would last forever, take me back, just once again
I'm getting lost inside my mind
And now I wish
That I could turn back time

It feels like a bottomless pit that's trapping me
And when I think back, I realize that I wasn't as torn apart
I loved to live.. But now I feel like this has been taken away from me
I'm being kept alive by demons and medication/meds
I wish I could tell the kids, that they should cherish their time, before it's to late
Now I'm older, and I wish..

Wish I could turn back time, and cherish every moment I had
Being as careless, as free
I wish those times would last forever, take me back, just once again
I'm getting lost inside my mind
And now I wish
That I could turn back time

I'm getting lost inside my mind
I'm running, but I can never escape
I'm losing my mind
And I'm running
Just running away..

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⏰ Last updated: Jun 10, 2020 ⏰

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