Help me, please || Jung Hoseok x BTS

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No One's POV

"Alright Hoseok, you can have Nam and I's room, we will sleep on the couch." Jin spoke.

Hoseok shook his head and said, "I couldn't, I'll sleep on the couch, it's okay."

"We insist, please." Namjoon smiled as he spoke. Hoseok attempted at a smile but all that came out was a slight upwards movement of his mouth.

Kookie came running out of his room with a Taehyung chasing right after him

"Give me back my blankie you fuck!" Taehyung yelled as he threw himself onto Jungkook  causing the boys to come crashing down on the wood floors.

"Ow, that hurt you asshole." Kookie said but all he got was an evil grin from Tae as the boy stood up yanking the blanket out of the other boys reach.

"How many times do I have to tell you not to rough house?" Jin spoke with a bit of anger laced in his voice. He sighed as he looked back to Hoseok, "Do you need any clothes?"

"I think I'm okay but thank you." Hoseok responded. He waved and walked towards the eldest and his boyfriends room and closed the door. He took a sigh of relief because now he could hurt himself. He had been having urges all day.

TW TW TW SELF HARM

Hoseok took off his clothes except for his t-shirt and underwear because honestly that is the most comfortable ever. He took out the blade from his coat pocket and proceeded to make line motions on his thighs, blood surfacing from the wound. A knock at the door made the boy freeze, as he was exposed with a bleeding thigh and hadn't thought of how to clean up.

"Hoseok? It's Yoongi. Could I come in?"

The younger boy trembled at the thought of being caught. "U-uh just a minute Yoongi hyung."

Hoseok used his jacket to swipe up the blood and hold the jacket firmly over the cuts to stop the bleeding. He quickly put his jeans back on and stood up.

"Come in." J-hope replied in a nervous voice. Yoongi walked in and smiled at the boy.

"Hey, I was just wondering if you wanted to watch a movie with me?" He smiled at Hoseok and his eyes had traveled down to the others thigh where there was a circle of dark blood on the jeans. Yoongi's eyes became wide and Hoseok noticed the fright and looked down too, realizing that Yoongi now knows his secret.

The older boy grabbed Hoseok's hand and dragged him to the bathroom. He closed the door and sat on the toilet.

"Take off your pants." Suga said.

"What?!" Hoseok was confused and a little frightened at that. 

"I'm going to clean the wounds. I-I used to self harm and I have butterfly strips to close the wounds." Yoongi worked up half a smile to try and comfort the younger boy. He agreed and took his pants off exposing his bulge and a thigh with streaks of almost dried blood. Suga took a washcloth and wet it, wiping it softly on the others thigh. He the put neosporin on the cuts and then some butterfly strips and then a few large band-aids so everything would stay in place.

"I'll go get you some shorts." Yoongi said as he walked out of the room.

Hoseok looked down in fear that Yoongi would tell the other boys and they would think he was a freak. What if they told someone and he went back to a behavioral hospital. Thoughts raced in his head but the other boys walked back in handing him a pair of shorts.

"You know, I have this superpower where I can tell when anyone is upset. I'm not going to tell anyone so please don't worry." The elder smiled and he spoke.

J-hope nodded and managed to smile a half smile and he put on the shorts. Maybe tonight wouldn't be so bad, afterall, Yoongi was being very night to Hoseok and they were going to watch a movie of the younger's choice. But other things happened that weren't so expected.

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sorry for the delay!

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