Chameleon

Chapter 16

Lime's POV

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"William...?" He called me out of my thoughts. "Are you okay?"  I asked since he grew sad and distant.

" yeah..I'm fine...it's just that...you've been in coma for months"  . He explained but I still didn't get it until it hit me. I've been in coma for what now? This must be some silly joke. Although I must confess that I needed that rest after all my other half just died and I can still feel him but he's so distant even though he'll be merged soon with me without his personality but his feelings , his pain, his thoughts would be passed on to be allowing me to feel all he felt and experienced. This should happen soon and I'll need all the strength in the world to go through it.

" Lime...?" He rubbed my hands which pulled me out of my thoughts.
I turned to him , I couldn't believe he waited for me to wake up I was shocked at how much he loved me and how painful it must have been ."I'm sorry"  i sobbed .

" hey,look at me.." I raised me eyes to meet his."it's okay,you're here now and that's all I need"  He wiped my tears and I couldn't fight the smile which crept onto my face  and buried my face in his chest.

" I love you"  I said still my face buried in his chest. I could hear how fast his heart was beating and I grew curious.
"Why is your heart beating so fast?" I listened with my palm on his chest and looking up at him .

" because it feels the same and you make it come alive" He confessed not breaking eye contact. I blushed.

My hand moved from his chest to cup his cheek.
I wanted to do was to kiss him.

"I'm glad it does" my voice was low as he drew closer and closer till I could feel his breath on my lips,it drove me insane.  He kept teasing until I pulled him in and crashed my lips on his.
It was magical, the sparks, everything was just right.

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I didn't bother asking him about what happened to Lemon but as days passed he seemed uncomfortable keeping it from me.
That's when he told me everything that went on in Lemon's life but I knew I'll feel the pain soon in not more that three days whether I liked or not.

So far everything has been perfect, I've spent most of my time working out and taking care of myself.
I feel so alone in my own skin and in the world. The world I used to share with my brother.

William caught up on his work and Josh has been quiet supportive.
And here I am with such an amazing boyfriend but still being selfish to make myself better because I'm insecure.
He's him and I'm just me.
Nothing special, my life is messed up.
I just wanted to make myself better.

I wanted to be in the Army when I was younger and I still do, I know it's selfish but I really want to.
But every time I make up my mind to tell him I couldn't .
I didn't want to leave him again but I need to otherwise I'll feel inferior to him since I have nothing but my love and o can't even protect him.

But I will let him know after he comes back from his trip to France.

Or should I just leave without telling him?
What if I never return?
He means a lot to me.
I guess I have to tell him tonight after dinner.

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I was in the shower when I heard someone come in.
Could it be William?
I was so excited so I dried myself and pulled on a pair of sweatpants and a T-shirt.

I entered the living room to see a bouquet of red roses on the table.
"William?" I called out to him but there was no reply.
I went read the card and couldn't help but smile and blush.
It was from William and he wanted me to dress up and meet him somewhere but he didn't state where, only that his driver would drive me to him.

I turned around to get dressed when i saw a bag on the sofa with a card.
I opened the card and blushed again, can he stop being so to romantic.
It was an all black tuxedo with matching dressing shoes and am expensive looking watch.

I styled my hair in a clean man bun and I must say I look sexy but not as William.

I went down and met his driver by a limousine which was worth more than my whole world.
Damn.

He was doing all this for me whilst I always thought of leaving him.
Quite depressing.
I looked around during the car ride and soon we were getting closer to the beach.
It looked wonderful in the night by the way.
He stopped and escorted me to a beautiful cruiser.
And there stood my man.

I couldn't keep my eyes off him, he was simply breathtaking.
Just perfect.