I Hate You (Zayn Vampire)

Realizing

After I was done with the deer I just killed I just left it there to rot and I started to walk. I felt a rush of energy as the stench of blood leaves my nose, but still in my mouth. I stop and lean on one of the big trees surrounding me. I just realized that I spend 3/4 of my whole life processing things that happened to me. I never take the time to just stop and think, and that's why I'm doing this now. When I was walking in the woods for fresh air the night I met Zayn, I was really close to the ballet studio Aly goes to. And I also remember Aly being shocked as she told me that one of the girls from the older team of ballet had gone missing. Zayn must have taken one of the girls from there, the damn studio makes those poor girls practice at 3 in the morning. Okay let me straighten things out a little more. Zayn is a vampire. A fucking vampire. I killed a deer. A fucking deer. Because I'm a vampire. A mother fucking vampire.

How am I going to get out of this one, what if Zayn's main targets are from Aly's ballet studio, and what if she's next. I don't want to live forever even though I've said it a million times. I don't want to see Aly grow old and die. I will probably have to change identities over and over again. I don't want to know what the world will look like in a million years, or worse, be there when it ends. What if I can't control myself and I kill a person? Well I know for sure I don't have experiences with being a vampire, and I only know one. And if I have to make this through with anyone, it would have to be Zayn.

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Sooner or later I get up and walk home, fighting back the power of my super speed. All I want to be is normal, for my whole life,that was all I wanted, and now I know I am father from normal than I'll ever be. The power of super spleen is stinger than me so I give? and let it take me. Next thing you know I'm sitting on the couch still waiting for Zayn. You know, for Vampire he is awfully slow.

A few minutes later I hear a knock, a rush to the door and swims it open to see Zayn. "What took you so long?" I said, now being able to speak. "I got hungry." He said in a more serious tone than expected. I just look down to the floor and mumbled, "So did I." "What?! Did you already kill someone?!" He screams. "No! No. Just a deer. It's disgusting. Why did you do this to me?" I say getting a bit emotional. "I'm sorry, this quality of mine tends to take over, especially with beautiful girls such as your self. I know I'm a monster but I didn't want to be. Someone did this to me and I'm still tracking them down. I'm sorry for dragging you into this." He says with his eyes watering up. "Well, since you're already into it, you need lots of training and advice."