Stray Kids Little Space Oneshots

Bottled Up

Little: Felix

Caregiver: Changbin

Requested by: kpopkrackhead7

(SKZ knows that Felix is a little)

I wasn't sure if you wanted Felix to be in his bedroom or the studio so I picked the studio instead.😅

School, coffee, tests, procrastination and late nights have made my life very difficult. Seriously, I'm starting to write this at 1:30 am in the morning 'cause I drank too much coffee. And my pet died.

So yeah, whoohoo life...

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Felix toyed with his broccoli before setting his fork down, sighing for the fourth time that night. The other members chattered happily among themselves, oblivious towards Felix's attitude and helping themselves to more food and gossip. Felix was happy that his members weren't stressed for the comeback that was a few days away but if only he could feel the same....

Pushing back his chair, Felix dumped his food into the trash (😱😱THE FOOD!😱😱), appetite basically non-existent. No time for relaxing or chatter, there was work to be done and lyrics to complete, deadlines to meet and limits to be pushed. Felix tiptoed out of the dining room, hoping to not disturb the rest of his members and managed to sneak out of the house unnoticed. Or so he thought......

Felix made it to the studio without anybody staring at him strangely or questioning his presence. Once at the studio, he set up the recorder and microphone, preparing for the music to start so he could start rapping his verse (You people have no fucking idea how mad I am right now, why doesn't Felix have more lines?). Once he finished recording, he slipped on his headphones and began to edit his verse.

As his voice flowed through the speakers, Felix cringed at his work. Why did he sound so horrible? Tapping on the keyboard, he configured the verse until his voice was barely recognizable. Once he finished, Felix sat back in his chair and sighed in discontentment.

He emailed the verse to his manager, knowing that if he sent it to Chan, Chan would adjust the verse and not tell him about it. His manager, on the other hand, would tell him if it was bad or good. Felix wasn't sure if it was a bad thing or good thing as his manager gives out criticism rather harshly.

Felix fiddled with his fingers nervously as he waited for his manager's reply. A few minutes later, a reply popped up on his screen and Felix hurriedly clicked on it. His stomach dropped as he read his manager's reply. What tf is this? We need your voice, not a bunch of sound effects! Start over and do it normally or just leave it to Chan or Changbin!

Felix leaned back into his chair, shocked and hurt. He just wanted to improve. He didn't want Chan to be burdened with writing and producing all the verses. What did he do wrong?

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Changbin 3rd Pov

Changbin noticed something was wrong with Felix the past few weeks and his state wasn't improving. Felix often spaced out and wasn't as bubbly and fun as he was normally. Changbin also noticed that Felix ate less and less, thinning down to basically no bites of his dinner before leaving again. To where? He didn't know.

So tonight, Changbin had a plan. He was gonna excuse himself from the dinner table the instant Felix walked away from the dining room. Everything was planned to the last move. What was Felix hiding?

Changbin followed behind him as Felix walked down the street in the direction of the studio. What is Felix doing at this time of night?, Changbin thought. It was practically freezing and nobody in their right mind would walk on the streets in this weather. He held the package of food (that he brought along with him in case Felix was hungry) tighter. It was tiring tailing Felix since every time Felix looked behind him, Changbin had to duck and hide.

(Inserts the mission impossible theme song. Dun Dun Du-Dun Dun dun dun-dun weeew-weew-weeew)

Chnagbin followed Felix until he entered the studio. Silently, he crept up to the recording studio's door and heard Felix record his verse over and over again. Why the fuck was Felix recording his verse again? The original recording was perfect! After a while, Changbin heard nothing coming from the crack underneath the door and thought it was ok for him to enter.

So he did.

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Felix whipped his head around as soon as he heard the door open and close. He met the eyes of Changbin and gasped. How long has he been there? Felix sighed and rubbed his temples before standing up from his chair.

Changbin stepped closer to Felix and met his eyes again.

"Lee Felix. Why the fuck are you in the studio this late?!" Felix broke eye contact and looked down, feeling little under Changbin's angry gaze. "Nothing Hyung, go back home."

Felix has seen Changbin pissed from time to time but never this mad. Like, legit, smoke was thundering out of Changbin's ears. The last time Felix had seen him so angry was when Felix had taken his Gyu and shoved it inside a tall cupboard, away from Changbin's reach.

"Felix no. I will not go anywhere until you tell me why the fuck are you in the studio so late." Felix shook his head stubbornly. "I'm doin' nothing. Go back home!" Felix really didn't want to argue right now as he was battling with his urge to become little. Changbin growled impatiently.

"Alright that's it." He grabbed Felix by his arm and tries to drag him the the door. "You are in so much trouble." Changbin succeeded in dragging Felix halfway to the door before Felix decided to fight back.

"NO! 'M not goin'!" "Yes you are!" Felix screamed loudly and yanked back his arm. "NO! 'M NOT GOING DADDY!"
Changbin froze and looked back at him 

"What did you say?" Felix sniffled and dropped to the ground hugging his knees. "Dun wanna go home yet." Felix whispered. Changbin crouched in front of him.

"Tell Daddy why doesn't Lixie want to go home." Felix started sobbing quietly while shaking his head. "Dun wanna tell...  Daddy'll yell at Lixie." Changbin stood over him, stroking his head. "Daddy promises that he will not yell at Lixie, now tell me what are you doing at the studio so late."

Between heaving sobs and shuddering breaths, Felix spilled all the secrets that he had been hiding. Why he was eating so less ( which was due to stress mind you). What he was doing at the studio so late. Felix even showed Changbin the harsh email his manager sent him. It was all out.

But he end of his long explanation, Felix was exhausted and relieved. He believed that Changbin will make everything better, like he always does. Why wouldn't he trust his Daddy?