y/n had to split away from her 9 friends,years later when she joined the mercenaires none of them remembered what y/n looked like...
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child y/n pov
we all cried together due to me moving away cause my mother has found a new job there "i-im gonna m-miss you guys..." i said "jou can't leave us y-yet!" joseph said "yeah y-you c-c-can't leave t-t-tuts!" jermey said my mom came over and said "y/n!cmon honey!" softly i grabbed her hand and looked back i dropped some somg lyrics to make them remember me they reached out as i went into the car and drove off...
years later
i joined the RED team of the mercenaries i hope this will help me with my depression as i looked up at my team they looked depressed like me? "oh...hey welcome to the...team..."the boston said "w-whats wrong guys?" i said "we lost our best friend a few years ago..." the texan said "do jou have a chance you know her?" the german said i shook my head and said "i was in the same thing like you guys...i can't remember them anymore..." i said we all looked down at the floor then we all went to our rooms
few days later
so many cuts on our arms...
so many pills and drinks we taken...
so many tears had fallen...
i went to the kictken and went to just get a bread slice (comment if you think the first and last bread is gross-) and went to my room agian i hear so many sobs from all the rooms i looked at my photos from the years i was with them...
i missed them dearly i cutted another cut in my arm and grabbed my mic and started singing (and start le song) :
How long have you been smiling?
It seems like it's been too long
Some days I don't feel like trying
So what the fuck are you on?
I think too much, we drink too much
Falling in love like it's just nothing
I want to know where do we go
When nothing's wrong
'Cause all the kids are depressed
Nothing ever makes sense
I'm not feeling alright
Staying up 'til sunrise
And hoping shit is okay
Pretending we know things
I don't know what happened
My natural reaction is that we're scared
So I guess we're scared
No I can't really keep lying
'Cause I've been scared all along
I'm getting sick of sleeping in
While all my friends are popping pills
And I don't think that they're wrong
I think too much, we drink too much
Falling apart like it's just nothing
And I want to know where do we go
When nothing's wrong
'Cause all the kids are depressed
Nothing ever makes sense
I'm not feeling alright
Staying up 'til sunrise
And hoping shit is okay
Pretending we know things
I don't know what happened
My natural reaction is that we're scared
So I guess we're scared
I won't deny it 'cause you saw what it was
I can't deny it if you won't give a fuck
So I'll sew it up
You know I am so in love
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I heard a knock at my door I opened my door saw all of my team mates "shelia...?is that you?" sniper said "what do you guys mean..?" i said heavy pulled out a paper and handed it to me i opened it and...it was my lyrics i wrote...my name is on it....my age...the date...i looked up and teared up "g-guys...?" i said "Y/N! scout said and pulling me into a hug" the hug...i remember..."dell...misha....mundy...joseph..." i said "your...all here..." i added they all cried and pulled me in a group hug this hug...
flashback
"group hug guys?" i said they all cheered and hugged me i laughed and we all fell on the grass "we'll never split apart guys!" i said
end of flashback
everyone still crying and hugging me "do ya promise us agian y/n?" jermey said "to never split apart agian?" mundy added we all looked into the mirror infront of us i smiled and said "of corse i promise..." they all smiled and all of us said
"we'll never split apart guys..."
