If your reading this you probaly are following or just really unlucky.
Now that the sickness is not the main concern anymore those of us can finally have more freedom on post. (Army base, not saying which one im on though.) So new members are in my team now. They are actually more experienced and harder working than my previous co-workers. Still my name gets heared alot through our company. Hate being popular in my bunch. Even other units talk of me. Guess I should have never helped troops from other companies overnight on missions, and board study. They made me give speeches and I hope that never happens again. Im to socaily awkward. (Probably didn't spell that right.)
Soldiers got promoted to Private First Class just like me now. Proud others are advancing.... Finally... But somthing has been brought to my attention. Everyone wants to speak to me, but someone in my platoon told my Im not approachable. So they keep their distance. Why? Im not scary or so I think I am not. Half were female. Apparently the way i set up my gear makes me look menacing. Or something. I don't know. Guess I should try to be more of a people person, not just a go getter. Basically a hard worker. Or dedicated soldier in my case.
Most people I know back home are finally growing up. A friend got over his issues. My sister is a better mother than she was a sister. My mother is not as bitchy. (Yea I said it.) My father is out from behind bars so thats good. 3 people I knew got married. 3. And I'm not there to witness this all. Sacrifices of being in service sadly.
I just need to work on personal issues on people skills it seems then I'm golden. Great on job other than being a team player.
(Song that sings to my soul before close out)
Trivium- Strife
